IT WAS 1:15 when I parked in the McDonald’s lot. Lula went inside to order and I walked to the outdoor seating area where Howie was eating lunch.

Howie was hunched over his tray, concentrating on his burger, attempting invisibility.

“Hey,” I said, sitting across from him. “Nice day.”

He nodded his head without making eye contact. “Yes.”

“Tell me about Samuel.”

“There is nothing to tell you,” he said.

“He called you at work last week.”

“You are mistaken.” He had his fists balled and his head down. He gestured for emphasis and knocked his empty soda cup over. We both reached for the cup. Howie caught it first and set it straight. “You must stop bothering me now,” he said. “Please.”

“Samuel is missing,” I said to Howie. “I’m trying to find him.”

For the first time, Howie picked his head up and looked at me. “Missing?”

“He disappeared the day after he called you.”

For a fleeting moment Howie looked relieved. “I know nothing,” he repeated, dropping his eyes again.

“What’s the deal?” I asked Howie. “Did you owe him money? Did you go out with his girlfriend?”

“No. None of those things. I truly do not know him.” Howie’s eyes darted from one side of the lot to the other. “I must go inside now. I do not like associating with the customers. Americans are a crazy people. Only the games are good. The American games are righteous.”

I looked around. I didn’t see any crazy people . . . but then, I’m from Jersey. I’m used to crazy.

“Why do you think Americans are crazy?”

“They are very demanding. Not enough fries in the box. The fries are not hot enough. The sandwich is wrapped wrong. I cannot control these things. I do not wrap the sandwiches. And they are very loud when they tell you about the wrappings. All day people are shouting at me. ‘Go faster. Go faster. Give me this. Give me that.’ Wanting an Egg McMuffin at eleven o’clock when it is a rule you cannot have an Egg McMuffin past ten-thirty.”

“I hate that rule.”

Howie gathered his wrappers onto his tray. “And another thing. Americans ask too many questions. How many grams of fat are in a cheeseburger? Are the onions real? What do I know? The onions come in a bag. Do I look like the onion man to you?”

He stood at his seat and took his tray in two hands. “You should leave me alone now. I am done talking to you. If you continue to stalk me, I will report you to the authorities.”

“I’m not stalking you. This isn’t stalking. This is asking a couple questions.”

There was a momentary lull in the ambient traffic noise. I heard something go pop pop. Howie’s eyes got wide, his mouth opened, the tray slid from his hands and crashed to the concrete patio. Howie’s knees buckled and he collapsed without uttering a word.

A woman screamed behind me and I was on my feet, thinking, He’s been shot, help him, take cover, do something! My mind was racing, but my body wasn’t responding. I was paralyzed by the unfathomable horror of the moment, staring down at Howie’s unblinking eyes, mesmerized by the small hole in the middle of his forehead, by the pool of blood that widened under him. Just a moment ago I was talking to him and now he was dead. It didn’t seem possible.