Contents ( 300)
- PART ONE
- EXOGENESIS
- CHAPTER I
- DREAMS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER II
- RELIQUARY
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER III
- EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER IV
- ANGUISH
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- MADNESS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER VI
- SHOUTS & ECHOES
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- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER VII
- COUNTDOWN
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER VIII
- OUT & ABOUT
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER IX
- CHOICES
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- 5.
- EXEUNT I
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- 2.
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- PART TWO
- SUBLIMARE
- CHAPTER I
- AWAKENING
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- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER II
- WALLFISH
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER III
- ASSUMPTIONS
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- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
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- 6.
- CHAPTER IV
- KRIEGSSPIEL
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- EXTREMIS
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER VI
- NEAR & FAR
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER VII
- ICONS & INDICATIONS
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- CHAPTER VIII
- NOWHERE TO HIDE
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- CHAPTER IX
- GRACELING
- 1.
- 2.
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- CHAPTER X
- DARMSTADT
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- CHAPTER XI
- EXPOSURE
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- CHAPTER XII
- LESSONS
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- EXEUNT II
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- PART THREE
- APOCALYPSIS
- CHAPTER I
- PAST SINS
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- CHAPTER II
- A CAELO USQUE AD CENTRUM
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- CHAPTER III
- SHARDS
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- 4.
- CHAPTER IV
- TERROR
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- SIC ITUR AD ASTRA
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- 2.
- CHAPTER VI
- INTO THE DARK
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- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER VII
- NECESSITY
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- CHAPTER VIII
- SINS OF THE PRESENT
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- EXEUNT III
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- PART FOUR
- FIDELITATIS
- CHAPTER I
- DISSONANCE
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- CHAPTER II
- ORSTED STATION
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- CHAPTER III
- ESCAPE!
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- CHAPTER IV
- NECESSITY II
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- EXEUNT IV
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- PART FIVE
- MALIGNITATEM
- CHAPTER I
- ARRIVAL
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- CHAPTER II
- NECESSITY III
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- CHAPTER III
- INTEGRATUM
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- CHAPTER IV
- FERRO COMITANTE
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- CHAPTER V
- ASTRORUM IRAE
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- CHAPTER VI
- SUB SPECIE AETERNITATIS
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“Hey, what’s wrong?” said Alan, his voice soft with sympathy.
“You know.”
“… Yeah.”
“This isn’t getting any easier. I thought it would, but—” She sniffed and shook her head. Adra was their fourth time shipping together, and it was by far their longest shared posting. “I don’t know when I’m going to see you next, and … I love you, Alan, and having to say goodbye every few months really sucks.”
He stared at her, serious. His hazel eyes gleamed in the light from Zeus. “So then let’s not.”
Her heart lurched, and for a moment, time seemed to stop. She’d been dreading that exact response for months now. When her voice started working again, she said, “What do you mean?”
“I mean, let’s not do this bouncing around anymore. I can’t take it either.” His expression was so open, so earnest, she couldn’t help but feel a flicker of hope. Surely he wasn’t…?
“What would—”
“Let’s apply for berths on the Shakti-Uma-Sati.”
She blinked. “As colonists.”
He nodded, eager. “As colonists. Company employees are pretty much guaranteed slots, and Adra is going to need all the xenobiologists and geologists they can get.”
Kira laughed and then caught his expression. “You’re serious.”
“Serious as a pressure breach.”
“That’s just the drink talking.”
He put a hand on her cheek. “No, Kira. It’s not. I know this would be a huge change, for both of us, but I also know you’re sick of jetting around from one rock to another, and I don’t want to wait another six months to see you. I really don’t.”
Tears welled up in her eyes. “I don’t want that either.”
He cocked his head. “So then let’s not.”
Kira half laughed and looked up at Zeus while she tried to process her emotions. What he was suggesting was everything she’d hoped for, everything she’d dreamed of. She just hadn’t expected it to happen so fast. But she loved Alan, and if this meant they could be together, then she wanted it. She wanted him.
The meteor-bright spark that was the Fidanza sailed past overhead, in low orbit between Adra and the gas giant.
She wiped her eyes. “I don’t think the odds are as good as you say. Colonies only really want pair-bonded couples. You know that.”
“Yes, I do,” said Alan.
A sense of unreality caused Kira to grip the floor as he knelt in front of her and, from his front pocket, produced a small wooden box. He opened it. Nestled inside was a ring of grey metal set with a bluish-purple gem, startling in its brilliancy.
The lump in Alan’s throat bobbed as he swallowed. “Kira Navárez … you asked me once what I saw among the stars. I told you I saw questions. Now, I see you. I see us.” He took a breath. “Kira, will you do me the honor of joining your life with mine? Will you be my wife, as I will be your husband? Will—”
“Yes,” she said, all worries lost in the flush of warmth that suffused her. She put her hands around the back of his neck and kissed him, tenderly at first and then with increasing passion. “Yes, Alan J. Barnes. Yes, I’ll marry you. Yes. A thousand times yes.”