When Bolitho had been a midshipman under Sir Henry Langford he had learned of his father’s wounds whilst he had been engaged in fighting for the fast-advancing colonies in India, and when he had seen him again he had found him suddenly old and embittered. He had been a man of boundless energy and ideas, and to be removed from the Navy List, no matter how honourably, was more than the loss of an arm, it was like having his life cut from within him.
Locally in Falmouth he was respected as a firm and just magistrate, but Bolitho knew in his heart that his father’s very being still lay with the sea, and the ships which came and went on the tide. Even his old friends and comrades had stopped coming to visit him, perhaps unable to bear what their very presence represented. Interest changed so easily into envy. Contact could harm rather than soothe.
Bolitho had a brother and two sisters. The latter had now both married, one to a farmer, the other to an officer of the garrison. Of Hugh, his older brother, nothing had yet been said, and Bolitho made himself wait for what he guessed was uppermost in his father’s mind.
“I watched your ship come in, Richard.” The hand drummed busily on the table. “She’s a fine vessel, and when you get to the West Indies again I have no doubt you will bring more honour to the family.” He shook his head sadly. “England needs all her sons now. It seems as if the world must be our enemy before we can find the right solution.”
It was very quiet in the house. After the pitch of a deck, the creak of spars, it was like another world. Even the smells were different. The packed humanity, and the varied aromas of tar and salt, of cooking and damp, all were alien here.
It felt lonely, too. In his mind’s eye he could still picture his mother, young and vivacious as he remembered her. Again, he had been at sea when she had died of some brief but final illness. Now there was no companion for James Bolitho, and nobody to sit enraptured or amused by stories of the family’s past exploits.
Bolitho glanced at the great clock. “My men will have found new people for the crew by now or not at all,” he said quietly. “It is a sad necessity that we have to get seamen like this.”
His father’s face came alive from his inner thoughts. “I believe that their duty is more important than their passing comfort! Every week I have to sign deportation orders for the colonies, or hang useless thieves. Life in a King’s ship would have spared them the indignity of life ashore, would have saved them from petty greed and temptation!”
Bolitho studied his father’s face and remembered himself as he had appeared in the mirror of the George Inn at Portsmouth. It was there in his father, as it was in the portraits along the walls. The same calm face and dark hair, the same slightly hooked nose. But his father had lost his old fire, and his hair was grey now, like that of a man much older.