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- TIDELANDS, SUSSEX, MIDSUMMER EVE, JUNE 1648
- TIDELANDS, SUNDAY, JULY 1648
- TIDELANDS, JULY 1648
- TIDELANDS, AUGUST 1648
- TIDELANDS, SEPTEMBER 1648
- TIDELANDS, SEPTEMBER 1648
- TIDELANDS, OCTOBER 1648
- DOUAI, FRANCE, OCTOBER 1648
- TIDELANDS, NOVEMBER 1648
- DOUAI, FRANCE, NOVEMBER 1648
- TIDELANDS, NOVEMBER 1648
- TIDELANDS, DECEMBER 1648
- LONDON, DECEMBER 1648
- TIDELANDS, DECEMBER 1648
- THE HAGUE, NETHERLANDS, DECEMBER 1648
- TIDELANDS, JANUARY 1649
- LONDON, JANUARY 1649
- TIDELANDS, FEBRUARY 1649
- LONDON, FEBRUARY 1649
- TIDELANDS, FEBRUARY 1649
- TIDELANDS, FEBRUARY 1649
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- GARDENS FOR THE GAMBIA
- Continue Reading…
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Alys woke in the morning, as fresh-faced as a child, her eyes clear and her beauty undimmed by the night of crying. She found her mother making gruel and setting out the bowls on the table as if it were an ordinary day.
“Ma?”
“Yes, Alys?”
“What are you going to do?”
“I am going to eat my breakfast and so are you.”
“But—”
“Eat first and then we’ll talk. You have to eat. Especially now.”
Alys pulled out her stool and sat at the table and ate as she was bidden. When she had finished and pushed back her bowl she said: “And now, tell me what you’re going to do. You can’t let anyone know your sin.”
“But you can?”
“It’s not the same. Richard and me were handfasted in the sight of God. He’s going to marry me. His parents will have no objection to me coming into their house with a new son and heir on the way. They’ll welcome me. In the old days half the girls in the parish used to be married with a big belly, you know that yourself. And only the strictest people mind, even now. Everyone’s glad to see that a bride is fertile. There’s no comparison to you and your adultery.”
Alinor bowed her head. “You know for sure that his parents won’t object?”
“They’re not puritans, and they know that I’m not loose. We were both virgins when we lay together and we were betrothed. They know we’ve been courting for months. My baby will have a good name and a beautiful farm for his home.” She broke off. “At least he would have done. Until now. Until this. Now, God knows what’ll happen. Nobody’ll let you work for them, nobody’ll dream of having you as a midwife. You’ll never get your license and no respectable place would have Rob as an apprentice.” She dropped her face into her hands and rubbed her eyes. “Ma! Think! Not even Uncle Ned will stand your friend or be your brother when he knows. He’ll deny you. And how will you manage here without his kinship? How will you even eat if you can’t use the ferry-house kitchen garden?”
Alinor was silent.
“You won’t be able to stay here! They’ll torture you. Mrs. Miller and all her friends, the parish council, the church court . . .”
“I know,” Alinor said quietly.
“Nobody will buy your herbs. They’ll come to you for nothing but love potions and poisons.”
“I know.”
As if Alinor’s stillness made Alys more determined, she rose to her feet and looked down at her seated mother. “It’s not possible for you to bear this child,” the girl said quietly. “You know the herbs to use, you know how it’s done. You’ll have to get rid of it. You know how. You’ll have to get rid of it.”
Alinor looked up into her daughter’s stern face.
“It’s not been long, has it?” asked the girl. “You’ve only been sick for a few weeks?”