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  1. TIDELANDS, SUSSEX, MIDSUMMER EVE, JUNE 1648
  2. TIDELANDS, SUNDAY, JULY 1648
  3. TIDELANDS, JULY 1648
  4. TIDELANDS, AUGUST 1648
  5. TIDELANDS, SEPTEMBER 1648
  6. TIDELANDS, SEPTEMBER 1648
  7. TIDELANDS, OCTOBER 1648
  8. DOUAI, FRANCE, OCTOBER 1648
  9. TIDELANDS, NOVEMBER 1648
  10. DOUAI, FRANCE, NOVEMBER 1648
  11. TIDELANDS, NOVEMBER 1648
  12. TIDELANDS, DECEMBER 1648
  13. LONDON, DECEMBER 1648
  14. TIDELANDS, DECEMBER 1648
  15. THE HAGUE, NETHERLANDS, DECEMBER 1648
  16. TIDELANDS, JANUARY 1649
  17. LONDON, JANUARY 1649
  18. TIDELANDS, FEBRUARY 1649
  19. LONDON, FEBRUARY 1649
  20. TIDELANDS, FEBRUARY 1649
  21. TIDELANDS, FEBRUARY 1649
  22. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  23. GARDENS FOR THE GAMBIA
  24. Continue Reading…
  25. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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After that, they kept to their promise not to think of the world outside the stable loft; not to think of tomorrow; but at dawn, making love even before they were fully awake, when her eyelids fluttered open in pleasure, she saw the dim light at the window and she said quietly, sorrowfully, “Ah, my love, it’s morning.”

“Not yet,” he said, moving slowly above her. “That’s moonlight.”

“No. It’s dawn. And I have to go back to my home today, and we have to tell Sir William that you are well.”

He rested his head on her shoulder as he moved within her. “I can’t bear it.”

“Can’t bear the pleasure or can’t bear the parting?”

“Both. Can’t we say that I am still ill? Can’t we take another day? Alinor, my love, can’t we steal another day together?”

“No. You know we can’t. Neither of us can come under suspicion.”

“I won’t let you go.”

She raised herself up to his kiss and her rich hair tumbled back from her face. “Let me kiss you once,” she said, “and then I’ll get up and get dressed.”

He wanted to hold her, but she shook her head and he rolled away and lay back, gripping his hands behind his head so that he should not snatch at her, as she leaned over him and kissed him passionately on the mouth and then rested her forehead on his chest, inhaling the scent of him as if he were a rose beneath her lips. Then she peeled herself off him, as if she were shedding her own skin, and turned away, to pull her linen shift over her head so that the stiff fabric fell, concealing her.

“I can’t do this,” he said quietly. “I really can’t be parted from you.”

She said nothing, but stepped into her skirt and tied the laces at her waist with meticulous care, and then sat on a bench at the side of the room to pull on her woolen hose.

“Alinor,” he breathed.

“Let me dress!” Her voice was choked. “I can’t dress and speak. I can’t hear your voice and think. Let me dress.”

He sat up in the bed in silence while she twisted her hair into a knot at the back of her head and pulled on her white cap, crumpled as it was. When she turned to him she was, once again, the respectable midwife of Sealsea Island; and the tranced lover of the night was hidden under the shapeless bulky clothes.

“Now you,” she said.

He started towards her and she put out her hand to fend him off. “Don’t touch me,” she begged him. “Just get dressed.”

He pulled on his linen shirt. For the first time in his life he noticed what fine linen he wore, and he thought that the first thing he would do, as soon as he was well, would be to go to Chichester and buy her some beautiful shifts, as smooth as her flawless skin. He pulled on his hose, heaved up his breeches, stamped his feet into his riding boots, and turned to her.