Back This Heart of Mine
Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Chapter 6
  8. Chapter 7
  9. Chapter 8
  10. Chapter 9
  11. Chapter 10
  12. Chapter 11
  13. Chapter 12
  14. Chapter 13
  15. Chapter 14
  16. Chapter 15
  17. Chapter 16
  18. Chapter 17
  19. Chapter 18
  20. Chapter 19
  21. Chapter 20
  22. Chapter 21
  23. Chapter 22
  24. Chapter 23
  25. Chapter 24
  26. Chapter 25
  27. Chapter 26
  28. Epilogue
  29. Acknowledgments
  30. About the Author
  31. Other Books by Susan Elizabeth Phillips
  32. Credits
  33. Copyright
  34. About the Publisher

“My wife found out, of course, and did the right thing by walking out on me. A week later she went into labor, but the baby was born dead.”

“Oh, Liam …”

He turned away her sympathy with an arch twist of his mouth. “There’s a happy ending. She married a magazine editor and went on to have three healthy, well-adjusted children. As for me … I learned an important lesson about what is important and what isn’t.”

“And you’ve lived in lonely isolation ever since?”

He smiled. “Hardly that. I do have friends, Lilly. Genuine ones.”

“People you’ve known for a hundred years,” she guessed. “Newcomers need not apply.”

“I think all of us get set in our friendships as we grow older. Haven’t you?”

“I suppose.” She started to ask why he’d invited her here, since she was definitely a newcomer, but a more important question was on her mind. “Am I mistaken, or didn’t you leave something important out of the house tour?”

He sank deeper into his chair and looked annoyed. “You want to see my studio.”

“I’m sure you don’t make a habit of opening it up to everyone, but—”

“No one goes in there but me and an occasional model.”

“Perfectly understandable,” she said smoothly. “Still, I’d be grateful if I could just have a peek.”

A calculating glint appeared in his eyes. “How grateful?”

“What do you mean?”

“Grateful enough to pose for me?”

“You don’t give up, do you?”

“It’s part of my charm.”

If they’d been at the B&B or by the stream in the meadow, she might have been able to refuse, but not here. That mysterious space where he created some of the world’s most beautiful art was too near. “I can’t imagine why you’d want to sketch a fat, over-the-hill, forty-five-year-old woman, but if that’s what it takes to see your studio, then, yes, I’ll pose for you.”

“Good. Follow me.” He vaulted from his chair and headed for a set of stone steps that led to the catwalk. As he reached it, he glanced back at her. “You’re not fat. And you’re older than forty-five.”

“I am not!”

“You’ve had work done around your eyes, but no plastic surgeon can cut away the life experience behind them. You’re closer to fifty.”

“I’m forty-seven.”

He gazed down at her from the catwalk. “You’re making me lose patience.”

“Air could make you lose patience,” she grumbled.

The corner of his mouth curled. “Do you want to see my studio or not?”

“Oh, I suppose.” Frowning, she swept up the steps, then followed him across the narrow, open structure. She glanced uneasily down at the living area below. “I feel as if I’m walking the plank.”

“You’ll get used to it.”