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Contents ( 46)
  1. Prologue
  2. Knightstone Manor Winter, 1598
  3. One
  4. The Present Late July
  5. Two
  6. Ashby St. Ledgers, Northamptonshire November, 1592
  7. Three
  8. The Present
  9. Four
  10. Ashby St. Ledgers, Northamptonshire Christmas, 1598
  11. Five
  12. August
  13. Six
  14. Stoneleigh, Warwickshire Spring, 1593
  15. Seven
  16. Eight
  17. Ashby St. Ledgers, Northamptonshire April, 1595
  18. Nine
  19. Ten
  20. Knightstone Manor December 1597
  21. Eleven
  22. Twelve
  23. Ashby St. Ledgers, Northamptonshire 1598
  24. Thirteen
  25. Fourteen
  26. Knightstone Manor September, 1598
  27. Fifteen
  28. Sixteen
  29. Knightstone Manor Autumn 1598
  30. Seventeen
  31. Eighteen
  32. Ashby St. Ledgers, Northamptonshire Spring, 1600
  33. Nineteen
  34. Twenty
  35. Rushden, Northamptonshire October, 1605
  36. Twenty-One
  37. Twenty-Two
  38. London October 26, 1605
  39. Twenty-Three
  40. Twenty-Four
  41. Ashby St. Ledgers, Northamptonshire November 5, 1605
  42. Twenty-Five
  43. Epilogue
  44. November 5th
  45. Author Note
  46. Acknowledgments

“Hi!” Cleo, the night owl, answered straight away. “What’s up?”

“Nothing.” Lucy had decided that she didn’t actually want to confide in Cleo over the phone as it would be almost impossible to explain things easily. “I just wondered whether you’d be around tomorrow if I came over for a few hours? Sorry it’s such late notice.”

“That would be lovely,” Cleo said warmly. Lucy heard voices in the background and then Cleo added: “Sam says why not come for dinner? It’s ages since she’s seen you. And we could meet up for coffee in the morning if you like, as Sam and Dean are doing the first shift in the shop tomorrow.”

“I would like that, thanks,” Lucy said, “if you’re sure it’s convenient? I... There’s something I’d like to chat about.”

“Oh?” Cleo sounded curious.

“It can wait until tomorrow though,” Lucy said. “See you soon.”

She put the phone down and the silence flowed back through the house. It was very peaceful. Nothing ambushed her out of the darkness. She checked that the door was bolted as well as locked and, yawning, went up the stairs and took a shower, then fell into bed with a sigh of pleasure, allowing sleep to take her. It felt as though she was almost waiting for the dream to come, waiting for Catherine. Her heart felt light; she was happy.

Catherine was happy too. As soon as Lucy slid into the dream, she knew it. Catherine was excited and joyful and so in love it felt as though she was about to burst. Lucy experienced her happiness as a huge bubble trapped in her chest, so huge it was almost painful.

Catherine was standing on the terrace at Gunpowder Hall. Lucy stood beside her. Behind them she could see the knot garden and the back of the house, so much grander and larger than the current cottage.

“So many blessings,” Lucy heard Catherine whisper, and she saw her hand rest on the curve of her belly and knew that Catherine was expecting a child.

“Catherine,” she said. Was she the ghost in Catherine’s world rather than the other way around? She did not know. Catherine turned her head as though she had heard Lucy’s voice, but she looked through her. Then Lucy realized that there was someone else coming, a man striding across the terrace toward them. Robert Catesby. She knew it was him because she sensed Catherine’s reaction to seeing him, the pleasure and excitement in her. She could hear the crunch of gravel beneath his boots, saw the breeze tousle his dark hair and catch the edge of his cloak. He was smiling and he caught Catherine in his arms and swung her around.

“You are well, beloved?” He kissed her, and Catherine put a hand on the nape of his neck to draw him closer.

“I am very well,” she whispered against his lips and he smiled and kissed her again.

Lucy was so close to them that Catesby’s cloak brushed against her and she smelled the scent of his skin mixed with leather and horses. She was filled with the blissful sense of love that was emanating from Catherine, so heady it almost swept her away. And then she was tumbling over through the darkness and it was Finn she was dreaming about, holding her close and kissing her, and she woke up with a start alone in her bedroom, feeling disappointed and bereft.