Chapters (28)
- Cover Page
- Praise for Paula Fox and her novels:
- The Western Coast
- OTHER BOOKS BY PAULA FOX
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- The Price You Pay
- PART ONEThe Convention
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- PART TWOMeetings
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
Annie, for all that she is an innocent abroad in the United States at one of its great moments of changethe waning days of the Depression, the acceleration into World War II, the accompanying end to so many certaintiesis, despite her lack of schooling, no fool. She sees herself, she sees her context, and she learns about one in terms of the other. “‘Everybody teaches me,’ she said ironically, ‘as if I were the world’s village idiot.’ ” She observes herself with Walter, and what she sees is crucial: that, making love to her, he “invaded her…” and that “she fled him even as she lay there so passively.” Such moments are essential Paula Fox: the disgust with others, but also with oneself, and the sensedespite a need to merge, physically or psychically, with othersthat one does so at a great expense. She writes, of course, about the price one pays for giving oneself, for tempting others to believe that one is accessible to them: the cost of being lonely, needful, generoushuman.