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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART ONEANNA
  7. CHAPTER 1
  8. CHAPTER 2
  9. CHAPTER 3
  10. CHAPTER 4
  11. PART TWOSHEPHERD
  12. CHAPTER 5
  13. CHAPTER 6
  14. CHAPTER 7
  15. CHAPTER 8
  16. CHAPTER 9
  17. CHAPTER 10
  18. PART THREESISTER
  19. CHAPTER 11
  20. CHAPTER 12
  21. CHAPTER 13
  22. CHAPTER 14
  23. CHAPTER 15
  24. CHAPTER 16
  25. CHAPTER 17
  26. CHAPTER 18
  27. CHAPTER 19
  28. CHAPTER 20
  29. CHAPTER 21
  30. CHAPTER 22
  31. CHAPTER 23
  32. CHAPTER 24
  33. CHAPTER 25
  34. CHAPTER 26
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. PART FOURHEALER
  39. CHAPTER 30
  40. CHAPTER 31
  41. CHAPTER 32
  42. CHAPTER 33
  43. CHAPTER 34
  44. CHAPTER 35
  45. CHAPTER 36
  46. CHAPTER 37
  47. CHAPTER 38
  48. CHAPTER 39
  49. CHAPTER 40
  50. CHAPTER 41
  51. CHAPTER 42
  52. CHAPTER 43
  53. CHAPTER 44
  54. CHAPTER 45
  55. CHAPTER 46
  56. CHAPTER 47
  57. CHAPTER 48
  58. CHAPTER 49
  59. CHAPTER 50
  60. CHAPTER 51
  61. CHAPTER 52
  62. CHAPTER 53
  63. CHAPTER 54
  64. CHAPTER 55
  65. EPILOGUE
  66. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

If only Judas could keep himself together until then …

At that moment, a fearsome wailing leapt from the darkness beyond. Solomon rushed back to the group. The men remained still as stone, listening as the howling came again.

Akbar raised his head, reading the tonal cries. “They are circling their prey,” he said.

Peter looked up and caught a flash of fear crossing Solomon’s eyes. He was shocked. He had never known Solomon to be afraid of anyone, or anything.

How he now wished he had not abandoned his friend!

The wolves’ howling rose again, its intensity quickening.

Some of the shepherds bowed their heads. Others scanned the horizon in silence.

Working quickly, Jesus threw himself to the ground behind the ewe. He fluted his fingers and scooped a hand into the sheep’s birth canal, as he had seen Solomon do. He then shimmied his arm deep inside her. He closed his eyes, trying to see the unborn body with his fingers. The ewe’s muscles contracted around his forearm, numbing it. He followed down along the damp, familiar shape of the lamb’s rear leg. He grabbed hold of its rump. He waited until the ewe relaxed between contractions. When he felt the pressure subside, he pushed the newborn back into the mother. The ewe panted with exertion.

Jesus closed his eyes. He thought of his own mother. “Please help me,” he whispered. Bit by bit he began to realign the unborn lamb, fighting membrane and muscle, turning it slowly inside the womb. The ewe’s side caved and bulged with his manipulations. When he had rotated the lamb fully around, he sat up, braced his legs on the mother’s backside, and pulled with all his strength.

The ewe’s mouth opened wide and soundless as a wet knob started to emerge from behind her. A pair of shiny black hooves broke first through the sack of blood and water. Then the forelegs. Elbows. A head. And, finally, an entire body, slick and trembling, slipped into the night. It was female.

Jesus cradled the newborn and gave a shout for joy. His jubilation was cut short when the ewe’s insides flooded out behind her, gleaming like wet gems in a growing pool of blood. He sat wide-eyed, holding the damp lamb in his lap. The ewe gasped for breath, her side contracting with spasms. Jesus stared in disbelief. In all the births he had witnessed, he had never seen the ewe expel her guts. He did not know what to do. And her blood kept spilling, the stain spreading fast across the ground.

In a moment, it was over.