Back The Way
Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART ONEANNA
  7. CHAPTER 1
  8. CHAPTER 2
  9. CHAPTER 3
  10. CHAPTER 4
  11. PART TWOSHEPHERD
  12. CHAPTER 5
  13. CHAPTER 6
  14. CHAPTER 7
  15. CHAPTER 8
  16. CHAPTER 9
  17. CHAPTER 10
  18. PART THREESISTER
  19. CHAPTER 11
  20. CHAPTER 12
  21. CHAPTER 13
  22. CHAPTER 14
  23. CHAPTER 15
  24. CHAPTER 16
  25. CHAPTER 17
  26. CHAPTER 18
  27. CHAPTER 19
  28. CHAPTER 20
  29. CHAPTER 21
  30. CHAPTER 22
  31. CHAPTER 23
  32. CHAPTER 24
  33. CHAPTER 25
  34. CHAPTER 26
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. PART FOURHEALER
  39. CHAPTER 30
  40. CHAPTER 31
  41. CHAPTER 32
  42. CHAPTER 33
  43. CHAPTER 34
  44. CHAPTER 35
  45. CHAPTER 36
  46. CHAPTER 37
  47. CHAPTER 38
  48. CHAPTER 39
  49. CHAPTER 40
  50. CHAPTER 41
  51. CHAPTER 42
  52. CHAPTER 43
  53. CHAPTER 44
  54. CHAPTER 45
  55. CHAPTER 46
  56. CHAPTER 47
  57. CHAPTER 48
  58. CHAPTER 49
  59. CHAPTER 50
  60. CHAPTER 51
  61. CHAPTER 52
  62. CHAPTER 53
  63. CHAPTER 54
  64. CHAPTER 55
  65. EPILOGUE
  66. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

A small breeze rose and caressed their faces. Anna pushed her vision deep into the stars. They seemed to sit wider apart than she remembered, appearing less tethered. Despite the remnants of her grief, she wanted to ask Solomon a question about the sky.

Did she dare? What if he grew angry and reminded her that girls should not ask questions, as her father always had?

But if Solomon thought she was a boy, could not boys ask questions?

Anna weighed the urgency of her curiosity against the heft of fear. She decided that she needed to know. “Why does the wind not blow away the stars?” she asked.

Solomon raised his eyebrows and drew on his pipe. He chuckled and exhaled a mouthful of smoke. His mother had been right. The child was brave. Gentle. And open to miracles.

He thought about how Zahra might have answered the question. After a moment, he cleared his throat. “It is the stars themselves that make the wind,” he said. “Can the one who makes the wind be blown by it?”

Anna frowned.

“Do you make your own breath?” Solomon asked. Anna nodded. “Then try it,” he said. “Try to blow yourself down.”

Anna puckered her lips and blew, hard as she could, against her chest. Solomon laughed at the innocence and admired the child’s pluck. “See there?” he said.

Anna smiled. And for just a moment, forgot her pain.

Solomon sucked heavily on his pipe. Soon they were entwined in a shawl of sweet smoke. He looked deep into the sky’s belly. “Brother,” he said, addressing Anna. She noted that he did not demand to know her name. “There are different ways of looking at things,” he continued. She followed his gaze, trying to intuit his meaning. “For example, some people see patterns, or constellations, as outlined by the stars. There is a hunter. There is a bear,” he said, pointing. “But there are other people, other believers, who see patterns, or spirits, outlined by the spaces between the stars. Dark shapes. Like ravens, and trees, melting through the black.”

Anna was jolted by the idea. She had never thought to look between the stars. She squinted, trying to make out the figures, her vision freed by this new perspective.

“It is important to remember that there are other ways,” Solomon said, returning his gaze to the flock.

At some hour of the early morning, Anna had a dream. In the dream, a wreath of fingers slipped around her neck and tugged on the medallion at her throat. She struggled to stand and fend off her attacker. But when she woke, there was only stillness. And the moon overhead.