Back The Way
Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART ONEANNA
  7. CHAPTER 1
  8. CHAPTER 2
  9. CHAPTER 3
  10. CHAPTER 4
  11. PART TWOSHEPHERD
  12. CHAPTER 5
  13. CHAPTER 6
  14. CHAPTER 7
  15. CHAPTER 8
  16. CHAPTER 9
  17. CHAPTER 10
  18. PART THREESISTER
  19. CHAPTER 11
  20. CHAPTER 12
  21. CHAPTER 13
  22. CHAPTER 14
  23. CHAPTER 15
  24. CHAPTER 16
  25. CHAPTER 17
  26. CHAPTER 18
  27. CHAPTER 19
  28. CHAPTER 20
  29. CHAPTER 21
  30. CHAPTER 22
  31. CHAPTER 23
  32. CHAPTER 24
  33. CHAPTER 25
  34. CHAPTER 26
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. PART FOURHEALER
  39. CHAPTER 30
  40. CHAPTER 31
  41. CHAPTER 32
  42. CHAPTER 33
  43. CHAPTER 34
  44. CHAPTER 35
  45. CHAPTER 36
  46. CHAPTER 37
  47. CHAPTER 38
  48. CHAPTER 39
  49. CHAPTER 40
  50. CHAPTER 41
  51. CHAPTER 42
  52. CHAPTER 43
  53. CHAPTER 44
  54. CHAPTER 45
  55. CHAPTER 46
  56. CHAPTER 47
  57. CHAPTER 48
  58. CHAPTER 49
  59. CHAPTER 50
  60. CHAPTER 51
  61. CHAPTER 52
  62. CHAPTER 53
  63. CHAPTER 54
  64. CHAPTER 55
  65. EPILOGUE
  66. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

The villagers gathered about the fire, while those who were following Jesus sat in a larger circle around them. As the flames leapt higher, and food was passed, they despaired over the attack.

“It was premeditated,” one man said.

The messenger nodded, his eyes filling with tears. “The shepherds thought our brother had stolen his sheep. But it was not so! He found the animals wounded and dying from a wolf attack. And slaughtered them to end their suffering. But they did not believe his story and took our beautiful Setya as compensation.”

“Such a violation cannot go unanswered!” one of the older men said. “We must arm ourselves and seek them out!”

The others grumbled about the fire, their indignation rising, steaming toward violence.

“An eye for an eye!” another shouted. “That is the law!”

Jesus felt the men’s anger escalating and shuddered. It reminded him of the night his father and the villagers had stormed off to kill Zahra—and the rage that had swarmed among them. It reminded him, too, of his own potent fury.

Unable to restrain the emotions tangling inside his heart, he cried out, “Listen to what you are saying!” The other men fell silent and turned to stare at the young healer. Jesus blinked as though surprised by his outburst. But, feeling their eyes upon him, he gathered himself. And let his mind soften. “You speak of murder as though it were an act of power,” he said. “But I tell you this—whether it is the innocent or the guilty you kill, the act of destruction degrades the soul. And buries all hope.”

When he paused, no one spoke, only the fire crackled.

Jesus glanced over at Ruth. She returned his glance with a smile. Knowing that he was seeking his center. And his better self.

“Friends,” Jesus began again, gazing into his own hands. “Do not confuse destruction with power. They are opposites. Think of this: How long does it take to crush a butterfly with a stick?” He looked about. When no one spoke he continued. “I can tell you from experience: It takes no time at all. And yet what is required to create a butterfly? Nothing short of a magical transformation—a divine shifting of blood and sinew—a miraculous act that not one of us could ever dream of achieving! When you remember it this way, you can see that the act of swatting down a butterfly is a minor and inferior act—and one of great cowardice!—in comparison to honoring and sustaining it. So it is with all life.”

Jesus reached up and laid a hand on his chest, feeling the medallion beneath his tunic.

Ruth smiled, sensing that he was trying to remember. And knowing that the words he spoke were as much to counsel himself as they were to guide the villagers.