Back The Way
Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART ONEANNA
  7. CHAPTER 1
  8. CHAPTER 2
  9. CHAPTER 3
  10. CHAPTER 4
  11. PART TWOSHEPHERD
  12. CHAPTER 5
  13. CHAPTER 6
  14. CHAPTER 7
  15. CHAPTER 8
  16. CHAPTER 9
  17. CHAPTER 10
  18. PART THREESISTER
  19. CHAPTER 11
  20. CHAPTER 12
  21. CHAPTER 13
  22. CHAPTER 14
  23. CHAPTER 15
  24. CHAPTER 16
  25. CHAPTER 17
  26. CHAPTER 18
  27. CHAPTER 19
  28. CHAPTER 20
  29. CHAPTER 21
  30. CHAPTER 22
  31. CHAPTER 23
  32. CHAPTER 24
  33. CHAPTER 25
  34. CHAPTER 26
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. PART FOURHEALER
  39. CHAPTER 30
  40. CHAPTER 31
  41. CHAPTER 32
  42. CHAPTER 33
  43. CHAPTER 34
  44. CHAPTER 35
  45. CHAPTER 36
  46. CHAPTER 37
  47. CHAPTER 38
  48. CHAPTER 39
  49. CHAPTER 40
  50. CHAPTER 41
  51. CHAPTER 42
  52. CHAPTER 43
  53. CHAPTER 44
  54. CHAPTER 45
  55. CHAPTER 46
  56. CHAPTER 47
  57. CHAPTER 48
  58. CHAPTER 49
  59. CHAPTER 50
  60. CHAPTER 51
  61. CHAPTER 52
  62. CHAPTER 53
  63. CHAPTER 54
  64. CHAPTER 55
  65. EPILOGUE
  66. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Three days later, Mari was still too weak to rise. Lying on her mat, her eyes stared wide and empty at the ceiling. Anna busied herself at the fire. Earlier that morning, Zahra had met her behind the sycamore and given her a handful of roots and leaves. She then outlined specific instructions for steeping a special tea.

“But you must be certain to prepare this only when your father is away,” the old woman had cautioned.

Anna poured the dark, foul-smelling liquid into a cup through a linen swatch, as Zahra had instructed. She then lifted the cup to her mother’s lips but Mari would not drink.

Outside, Anna could hear the bells ringing on the necks of the donkeys. The people of the village had gathered.

It was time to bury her brother.

“Go be with your father,” Mari mumbled.

“But, Mother, I want—”

“Go!”

Not wanting to upset her, Anna wrapped her mother in blankets and ran outside.

She found her father leading his donkey at the front of the caravan. Lashed to the animal’s back was her brother’s body. Barely the size of a bread loaf, it lay wrapped in cloth strips dusted with spices.

Anna watched the faceless bundle roll from side to side with the donkey’s lurching steps. For the first time, she was glad for the cover of her shawl. Glad that no one could see her glowering. Unlike the others, she felt no grief. She was too furious at her brother for having caused her mother so much pain. And she could not help but wonder if death was the price he had paid for hurting her.

After a short journey, the caravan arrived at the chosen cave. Anna and the others remained outside as her father and a group of men passed the body inside. It was not long before the hollow of the cave reverberated with the sound of wailing.

There was, she had heard Ishmael say, no pain greater than that of a father who must bury his only son.

One day stretched into the next like sluggish strands of molasses. Mari still did not rise. Anna pressed a piece of damp flatbread against her mother’s lips. She did not respond.

“Eat, Mother, please,” Anna begged.

“Where is Yoseph?”

“I do not know. The men came to get him,” Anna said.

Upon hearing this, Mari’s eyes flew open. Wide. She braced her elbows and struggled to stand up. “Find him! Now!” she gasped. “I need him here. Tell him I need him here!”

Anna struggled to hold her mother down. “Lie back, Mother! I will find him. I will bring him,” she said, alarmed by her mother’s look of terror.

When she had gotten Mari resettled, Anna threw a log on the fire and dashed into the night.

The village street was empty. Everyone had gone inside. Thin edges of firelight seeped around doorways and windowsills.