Chapters (20)
“You were to have died,” Cernan said. Stern and even cruel he looked. “I bowed to honor the manner of your death.”
“Even so,” said Paul. There was thunder again. The air seemed tangibly charged with power. It crackled. The sun shone, but far off, as if through a haze. “Even so,” Paul repeated. “But I am alive and returned hither to this place.”
Thunder again, and then an ominous silence.
“What would you, then?” Cernan said.
Paul said in his own voice, “You know who the child is?”
“I know he is of the andain,” said Cernan of the Beasts. “And so he belongs to Galadan, to my son.”
“Galadan,” Paul said harshly, “belongs to me. When next we meet, which will be the third time.”
Again a silence. The horned god took a step forward. “My son is very strong,” he said. “Stronger than us, for we may not intervene.” He paused. And then, with a new note in his voice, said, “He was not always as he is.”
So much pain, Paul thought. Even in this. Then he heard, bitter and implacable, the voice of Brendel: “He killed Ra-Termaine at Andarien. Would you have us pity him?”
“He is my son,” said Cernan.
Paul stirred. So much darkness around him with no raven voices to guide. He said, still doubting, still afraid, “We need you, Woodlord. Your counsel and your power. The child has come into his strength, and it is red. There is a choice of Light we all must make, but his is gravest of all, I fear, and he is but a child.” After a pause, he said it: “He is Rakoth’s child, Cernan.”
There was a silence. “Why?” the god whispered in dismay. “Why was he allowed to live?”
Paul became aware of murmuring among the trees. He remembered it. He said, “To make the choice. The most important choice in all the worlds. But not as a child; his power has come too soon.” He heard Brendel breathing beside him.
“It is only as a child,” Cernan said, “that he can be controlled.”
Paul shook his head. “There is no controlling him, nor could there ever be. Woodlord, he is a battlefield and must be old enough to know it!” Saying the words, he felt them ring true. There was no thunder, but a strange, anticipatory pulsing ran within him. He said, “Cernan, can you take him through to his maturity?”
Cernan of the Beasts lifted his mighty head, and for the first time something in him daunted Paul. The god opened his mouth to speak—
They never heard what he meant to say.
From the far side of the glade there came a flash of light, blinding almost, in the charged dimness of that place.
“Weaver at the Loom!” Brendel cried.
“Not quite,” said Darien.