Chapters (20)
He turned. The dog had done the same. He remembered their last farewell, and the howl that had gone forth from the heart of the Godwood.
He said, “What can I say to you? I have sworn to kill the wolf when next we meet.”
The dog lifted its head.
Paul whispered, “It may have been a rash promise, but if I am dead, who can tax me with it? You drove him back. He is mine to kill, if I can.”
The grey dog came back toward him to where he still crouched, on the path. The dog, who was the Companion in every world, licked him gently on his face before it turned again to go.
Paul was crying, whose dry eyes had sent him to the Summer Tree. “Farewell,” he said, but softly. “And go lightly. There is some brightness allowed. Even for you. The morning will offer light.”
He watched the dog go up the slope down which he had come and then disappear past the curve around which Kevin, too, had gone.
At length he rose and, taking the reins of the horse, unlatched the gate and walked over to the barn. He put his horse in an empty stall.
Closing the barn and then the gate, he walked through the yard to the back door of the cottage and stepped up on the porch. Before knocking he looked up: stars and moon overhead, a few fast-moving wisps of cloud scudding southward with the wind. Nothing else to be seen. They were up there, he knew, nine horsemen in the sky. Eight of them were kings, but the one on the white horse was a child.
He knocked and, so as not to frighten her, called softly, “It is a friend. You will know me.”
She opened it quickly this time, surprising him. Her eyes were hollowed. She clutched a robe about herself. She said, “I thought someone might come. I left a light.”
“Thank you,” said Paul.
“Come in. He is asleep, finally. Please be quiet.”
Paul stepped inside. She moved to take his coat and saw he wasn’t wearing one. Her eyes widened.
“I have some power,” he said. “If you will let me, I thought I’d stay the night.”
She said, “He is gone, then?” A voice far past tears. It was worse, somehow.
Paul nodded. “What can I say? Do you want to know?”
She had courage; she did want to know. He told her, softly, so as not to wake the child. After he had done, she said only, “It is a cold fate for one with so warm a heart.”
Paul tried. “He will ride now through all the worlds of the Tapestry. He may never die.”
She was a young woman still, but not her eyes that night. “A cold fate,” she repeated, rocking in the chair before the fire.