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Chapters (54)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. CONTENTS
  5. PROLOGUE: VENICE, 1940
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  54. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

“I’m sorry,” I said. “I am making your floor wet.” I tried to unbutton my coat, but my fingers were numb with cold.

She came up to me. “You poor child,” she said, and started unbuttoning my coat for me. “Let’s put it over the bathtub to dry,” she said. “And your shoes. So the aqua alta is already upon us, yes?”

“It is. The whole of Santo Stefano is flooded.”

She removed my coat. My clothing beneath it was equally sodden. “Let us take those clothes off, too,” she said and started to pull my jumper over my head. I was feeling so weak and exhausted that I let her. I didn’t realize the danger until too late. Her hands went to the zipper on my skirt, and as she let it fall to the floor, she saw my petticoat, now tight and extended over my growing belly.

She stared. “Dio mio! What do I see? Am I correct? Is this what I think it is?” she asked, her voice harsh. She prodded at my belly with her finger. “There is a bambino inside?”

I nodded.

“I let you into my house because I thought you were a respectable woman.” She almost spat out the words. “Not a tramp. Not a woman of the streets.”

“I’m not, signora. I am a good woman, I promise you,” I said. “I made one mistake with a man that I love, who can’t marry me.”

“To do this with a married man is adultery. Adultery is a mortal sin,” she said coldly. “If you die before confession, you go straight to hell for all eternity.”

I didn’t know what to say. I was still standing there shivering. “I should take a hot bath,” I said. “Or I will catch cold.”

“You will leave this place,” she said.

“You want me to go? Now?” I stared at her, horrified.

“I am a good Catholic woman,” she said. “I would not turn you out in such weather. But I want you to leave as soon as you find another room. I cannot let my neighbours know that I have housed a person like you. What would they say? They would blame me for letting such a person into my house. I could not endure the pointed fingers, the whispers, the looks of condemnation.”

“Very well,” I said and set my chin. “I will leave, and I’m sorry to have caused you any grief. Believe me, I have plenty of grief myself. I cannot go home to my mother because I don’t want to cause her shame.”

I thought that might soften her a little, but it didn’t. “You’d better take that bath,” she said. “If you got sick, I would have to look after you.”

And she stomped into the kitchen, slamming the door behind her.