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Contents ( 10)
  1. Author’s Note
  2. CHAPTER ONE 1845
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. OTHER BOOKS IN THIS SERIES
  10. THE LATE DAME BARBARA CARTLAND

“Do you – really understand? And you are not – angry with me about it?”

Before he could reply she said,

“I know how much you have been – hating me – and I could feel it all the time we were being married – and because you hate me – I do not – want you to give me – a baby.”

The Duke found it difficult for the moment to find words in which to answer her.

Then he replied,

“I want you to believe me, Honora, when I tell you it was not you I was hating but the fact that I had been forced to marry so precipitately in order to avoid, as I told you frankly, becoming the husband of Princess Sophie.”

“I know it made you very – angry,” Honora said, “but when I – tried not to agree to marry you – Aunt Aline made me – do so.”

The Duke frowned.

“How did she make you do that?”

“She told me I must either marry you – or become a – nun,” Honora said simply.

“Do you mean that?”

Honora nodded.

“She said she would send me to the Convent of the Little Sisters of the Poor the – next day – and I knew it would be – wrong for me to take – the veil when I have no vocation to do so.”

“It was a diabolical idea,” the Duke said, “and you were right to refuse.”

“So – even though I had no – wish to marry you,” Honora said, “I – could not – escape.”

She made a little sound that was very young and lost as she added,

“Because neither of us wished to be – married and I know – how much you hated it – I am sure it would be – wrong for us to have a baby when it was not born – of love.”

As the Duke found it impossible to find the right words in which to reply, Honora went on,

“When I was – small I remember somebody saying to Mama,

“‘How beautiful your little girl is! I suppose that is why you called her ‘Honora’.

“Mama smiled and replied,

“‘As you are aware, Honora means “beauty” and my husband and I knew she would be beautiful because she was born of love.’

“The friend laughed and said,

“‘That is certainly true. I have never known two people as much in love as you and your husband. It makes us all very envious’.”

Honora told the tale in a soft little voice.

Then she said,

“I think – perhaps if we have a baby born in – hate, it will be – ugly – or even – deformed.”

The Duke drew in his breath.

Then he put out his hand and laid it over Honora’s.

“I am sure what you are saying is unfounded,” he said, “but I think, Honora, it would be wise for us to start again and get to know each other a little better before we think of starting a family.”