Chapters (48)
- Dedication
- Introduction 1
- Preface
- Epigraph
- First Childhood
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Interlude
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Interlude
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Interlude
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Interlude
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Interlude
- Chapter 17
- Interlude
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Interlude
- Afterwards
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Introduction 2
- Interlude 8
- Introduction 3
- Appendix 1
- Appendix 2
- Appendix 3
- Appendix 4
- Appendix 5
- Acknowledgments
- About-the-author
“Frill!” Smistria snapped, grabbing vir arm again. “Come on, let’s move, let’s get to zir.” Slowly, Frill allowed vemself to be dragged.
In the breakfast room, Father Grobbard, eyes closed, said, “Here it is, the record of your talk with the alien. Yes, you did have quite a spike, didn’t you?”
“Fift, please,” Squell said, vir voice trembling. Ve laid vir hand softly on Fift’s shoulder. “Please tell me what’s going on.”
“It’s all right,” Fift said. “I . . . stumbled into something.”
Squell’s face fell. Ve didn’t believe zir. “Oh, Kumru!” ve said. “You’re terrifying me. If only we could see—I can’t even see Frill and Smi—I see nothing! And where is Pip, why isn’t ze answering me?”
“Freedom! Valor! Conquest! Babies!”
“Most of zir was at that banquet in Tearless,” Grobbard said, zir eyes still closed. “It’ll take zir forever to get back from there. Ze’s also on zir way back singlebodied, on foot, from the above and before. Ze answered my first note, nothing since then. But the send is affected as well.”
Shria let go of the red body and leapt to vir feet, shoving forward towards Fift. Ve was knocked down again by a blue anonybody and Fift lost sight of vem for a moment.
Ze was here, alone, in the midst of a riot. It was a riot, and the Peaceables were nowhere to be found . . . but then, of course, they couldn’t see the riot, could they? An invisible riot. Ze posted an Urgent Request for Assistance; but even if it was noticed among a hundred million others, how could the Peaceables gather without the feed? No one could see zir, no one could help zir.
Fift had spent much of the year ze turned nine in a course of Martial Staidity, which was considered just the thing for somatic integration. Ze asked zir agents to recall it.
{You’ll have to—excuse us.} zir context advisory agent sent. {There is a difficulty.}
{Some norms are apparently in need of reevaluation.} zir social nuance agent sent. {Obstacles present themselves. One is currently not local to oneself. Please attend.}
Kumru.
“Freedom! Valor! Conquest! Babies!”
Martial Staidity. How did it go? Get your feet under you. Center of balance low. Everything proceeds from the thighs and the buttocks. Always move slowly.
In turtle stance, ze pressed zir body gently against the moving, shifting bodies. Ze held zirself against them, giving when they shoved, moving into the space that opened up when they rocked back.
Father Frill and Father Smistria hustled Fift along. Frill was shaking with rage, vir nostrils flaring, vir teeth chattering. “Who hit you, Fift?” ve asked again. “Who?”
“I don’t know!” Fift said, zir voice cracking a little. “How should I know? There’s no lookup! There’s no lookup!”
“All right, all right,” Smistria growled. “One foot in front of another.”