Chapters (48)
- Dedication
- Introduction 1
- Preface
- Epigraph
- First Childhood
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Interlude
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Interlude
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Interlude
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Interlude
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Interlude
- Chapter 17
- Interlude
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Interlude
- Afterwards
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Introduction 2
- Interlude 8
- Introduction 3
- Appendix 1
- Appendix 2
- Appendix 3
- Appendix 4
- Appendix 5
- Acknowledgments
- About-the-author
Pip took a long slurp of soup.
Over the feed, Hrotrun stood in the middle of the goopfield, quivering. Vir feathers had fanned out in sharp lumps. Ve was not slouching, though. Ve looked wakeful and in pain.
Bookies’ odds of vir collapse, in the next three months, were even.
Viewership had peaked at fifty thousand and was gradually trailing off.
Pip dropped the bowl. It fell to the table and rolled itself into a ball to keep from spilling its contents. Ze stared at Fift.
Fift swallowed. “Well, um. Thanks, I guess. I guess you . . . handled that.”
“Is it not clear to you,” Pip said, “that that was a disaster?”
“Well . . .” Fift coughed. “I mean, clearly at the end there you supplanted vem.”
“Yes,” Pip said, as if speaking to an infant. “It was I who supplanted vem. Was that the question? Was it in question whether I could supplant a slackwitted, childless, firstborn coward? No, it was not. That was not to be the match, was it, Fift? You, Fift, were to supplant vem. I was to observe mildly with parental pride. My presence was not ideal, but it seemed to be warranted. But Fift, now I have been seen by fifty thousand viewers to engage as an equal with this . . . creature, this anonybodying scrounger. Ve strikes my Staid child in a riot, and I am forced to critique vir crankish power fantasies and . . . to threaten vem—however sarcastically, threaten vem!—with an informal match with your Fathers! And why, Fift? Why has this cohort now engaged adult-to-adult—and traveled to Wallacomp to do so—with a childless residential cohort of fifteen transients in Kumru-abandoned Tentative Scoop?”
“Because I wouldn’t do what you said,” Fift said sullenly.
“Is that why? I am not asking you to produce what you think I want to hear, Fift. Think for yourself. I am ready to listen.”
In the elevator, Pip stood stiffly beside zir amid the strange, rich flowers.
In the bed, Fift fell asleep (to zir great surprise), plunging into dim dreams of following Shria through an underwater reef: murky water, bright fish, zirself a fish, and Shria, too.
In the eating room, zir eyes hurt. Ze was tired. Ze sat down and a creaking harness swung over to wrap itself around zir, supporting zir weight. “Yeah,” Fift said. “That’s why. I didn’t do what you said.”
“It was one question, Fift. Ve only needed to hear the direct, actual question; Do you apologize for intentionally striking me? Ve would have cracked open like a ripe nut.” Pip folded zir sleeve and carefully cleaned the corners of zir mouth with it. “Instead, we have exposed ourselves to more danger, more risk of censure. We cannot be seen to be . . . playing along . . . with these miscreants.”
“I know,” Fift said.
They sat in silence for a few moments, and stood in silence in the elevator.