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Chapters (41)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. PRAISE
  3. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  4. NOTE
  5. CHAPTER ONE: THE NOBLE LEGACY
  6. CHAPTER TWO: FROG HOLLOW
  7. CHAPTER THREE: THE RUM HOSPITAL
  8. CHAPTER FOUR: A HIGH IN THE BIGHT
  9. CHAPTER FIVE: ALWAYS DIFFERENT, ALWAYS THE SAME
  10. CHAPTER SIX: A DEAD CLERK
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN: THE CLEVER LIE
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT: A PLACE I CAN NEITHER SPELL NOR PRONOUNCE
  13. CHAPTER NINE: TRAVERSING THE DOMAIN
  14. CHAPTER TEN: THIS IS NOT IMPERIAL RUSSIA
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN: ANGEL OF MERCY
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE: HARD LABOUR
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN: CORANGAMITE
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN: THRIVE
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN: THE RESPECTABLE ESTABLISHMENT
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN: CINNAMON BISCUITS
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: THE WIFE OF THE MINISTER
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: DO NOT TAKE OUR WORD FOR IT
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN: OFFENCES AGAINST THE PERSON
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY: THE LETHARGY OF INDIFFERENCE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE: DECEIT
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO: ANY TRAIN TO EMU PLAINS
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE: DECEIT II
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR: FLASH FLOOD
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE: INDISPOSED
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX: NO BABIES HERE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN: LARGE EVENTS AND SMALL DETAILS
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT: THE BABY FARM
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE: STAGE FRIGHT
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY: UNTETHERED
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE: WATERLOO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO: THE TRANSIENCE OF ALL THINGS
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE: ASYLUM
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR: BITTER
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE: FEDERATION
  40. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  41. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘The Sydney Hospital,’ she said to the driver, and the driver, who had just finished a morning cup of tea and had enjoyed a bit of a break, shook the reins of his horses and said, ‘Giddup,’ and thought nothing of it.

They arrived at the hospital and Eleanor went to the ward she had gone to two days earlier. The same nurse or another one smiled at her as she passed. They smiled a great deal, these nurses, though all one could see of them, due to the nun-like wimples that covered their heads, was the smooth white oval of their faces. Eleanor felt she did not quite trust their smiles, that they hid something deep within themselves. She passed the nurse coldly and did not meet her eye.

She walked a little way down the ward but she went no further than, perhaps, halfway. She could see her husband beside the bed at the far end, seated on the chair the nurse had bade she herself sit on, and she could see the figure prone on the bed, awake, now, and listening. Or not listening, she could not tell.

She could not see her husband’s face, only his back, his shoulders, his hands, his head. Every part of him was turned towards the woman on the bed, every muscle and fibre of his body was taut as he cleaved to her.

‘All those things that mattered to me I no longer care for. They are like … dust,’ he said to her, as a man does who tears open his soul and offers it to another.

A nurse spoke to Eleanor, came and stood beside her, calm and white and complacent, opening and closing her mouth. ‘Who is it you wish to visit?’ the nurse repeated.

‘I will find something else to do. With you at my side.’

Said her husband. Eleanor watched him reach out and touch the face of the figure on the bed.

And at the touch of his fingers on this woman’s face he rendered all the things that had mattered to him to dust. His wife, watching, was rendered to dust.

Eleanor swung her gaze away from the scene at the bed and into the watching face of the nurse, who remained doggedly at her side. Whose hand gripped her arm at the elbow, whose hold prevented her, it seemed, from falling. Guided her towards a chair, her expression curious, kind, concerned, wishing nothing more than to assist.

But it was not in her power to give the assistance Eleanor required. Eleanor shook the woman off. She walked towards the door.

From the far end of the ward her husband’s words followed her: ‘Verity, there will be other children.’

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