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Chapters (41)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. PRAISE
  3. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  4. NOTE
  5. CHAPTER ONE: THE NOBLE LEGACY
  6. CHAPTER TWO: FROG HOLLOW
  7. CHAPTER THREE: THE RUM HOSPITAL
  8. CHAPTER FOUR: A HIGH IN THE BIGHT
  9. CHAPTER FIVE: ALWAYS DIFFERENT, ALWAYS THE SAME
  10. CHAPTER SIX: A DEAD CLERK
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN: THE CLEVER LIE
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT: A PLACE I CAN NEITHER SPELL NOR PRONOUNCE
  13. CHAPTER NINE: TRAVERSING THE DOMAIN
  14. CHAPTER TEN: THIS IS NOT IMPERIAL RUSSIA
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN: ANGEL OF MERCY
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE: HARD LABOUR
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN: CORANGAMITE
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN: THRIVE
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN: THE RESPECTABLE ESTABLISHMENT
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN: CINNAMON BISCUITS
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: THE WIFE OF THE MINISTER
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: DO NOT TAKE OUR WORD FOR IT
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN: OFFENCES AGAINST THE PERSON
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY: THE LETHARGY OF INDIFFERENCE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE: DECEIT
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO: ANY TRAIN TO EMU PLAINS
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE: DECEIT II
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR: FLASH FLOOD
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE: INDISPOSED
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX: NO BABIES HERE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN: LARGE EVENTS AND SMALL DETAILS
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT: THE BABY FARM
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE: STAGE FRIGHT
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY: UNTETHERED
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE: WATERLOO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO: THE TRANSIENCE OF ALL THINGS
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE: ASYLUM
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR: BITTER
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE: FEDERATION
  40. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  41. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘There has been a change. The mother, she—the mother is no longer living and will not want the baby back at the end of three years. It will need to be fostered for longer, till it is six or seven, maybe. If I could have it myself I would but I cannot. I have a position …’

‘The cost will be more,’ said Mrs Flowers, and this, probably, was her reply to any change in circumstances.

Alice stared at her helplessly. ‘I do not have it.’

But this was no barrier, it seemed. ‘When will you have more?’

‘I do not know. In a few weeks, months … I do not know.’

Mrs Flowers nodded. ‘It will have to do.’

‘It is my sister’s child,’ Alice said, though she had hoped not to say this. ‘Shall I be able to go out there to visit, if I wish to?’

‘Not at first. The baby must be allowed to settle in for a time. They will write to me, for they are educated people, and I will forward the letter to you if you have a mind to read it.’

This was as sentimental as she got, Mrs Flowers; this was the limit of her compassion. Now she was brisk, businesslike: ‘Give me the money. Quickly now. Three pounds. And it is ten shillings every month after that. You must pay it to the post office at Pitt Street. Do not miss a month and do not be late; I cannot answer for the baby’s welfare if the money stops.’

The flare of the gaslight struck the blank discs of her spectacles and bounced right off, unable or unwilling to penetrate further.

It did not quite make sense to Alice that the baby’s welfare would be in jeopardy if she was late with the money—had Mrs Flowers not said the people were a good Christian family?—but everything came down to money, in the end, didn’t it?

Alice pushed her fears aside. She would not let them in. There could be no suggestion of danger, despite Mrs Flynn’s warnings, despite what she herself knew of the world. If she let in even the possibility of danger it would all collapse in a heap and that could not be allowed to happen. It could not.

She reached into her pocket and pulled out the money. It was a significant sum—but it was a significant transaction.

She pushed her fears down.

Mrs Flowers took the money and counted it quickly, peered at the notes, holding them up close to her short-sighted eyes, biting each coin with her few remaining teeth. And then the money was gone, inside the capacious black coat. ‘Hand it over then.’

She meant the baby. Held out both hands to take it.