Back The truth about keeping secrets
Chapters (22)
  1. Chapter 1
  2. Chapter 2
  3. Chapter 3
  4. Chapter 4
  5. Chapter 5
  6. Chapter 6
  7. Chapter 7
  8. Chapter 8
  9. Chapter 9
  10. Chapter 10
  11. Chapter 11
  12. Chapter 12
  13. Chapter 13
  14. Chapter 14
  15. Chapter 15
  16. Chapter 16
  17. Chapter 17
  18. Chapter 18
  19. Chapter 19
  20. Author Interview
  21. Acknowledgements
  22. Follow Penguin

June nodded, understanding what I was asking. ‘Heath had changed his mind at the last minute. Decided that we wouldn’t be going. That appearances were less important than keeping me away from you. And I was so mad, I – we were at his place, and all I could think was that it wasn’t fair. It wasn’t fair that I had to live like this. He’d already taken most of my teenage years, and then you came, and you were someone that actually made me happy – and now we couldn’t even have that. It all just came to a head. I managed to leave as soon as I could, like, with the dance almost over so he wouldn’t be suspicious, and I was so worried I wouldn’t make it, but I did and … dude, I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry I did that.’

‘Why? No, it –’

‘I made you uncomfortable. I know I did.’

I shook my head. ‘It wasn’t you. Just … I knew it was wrong. I knew something was wrong and that tainted the whole thing.’

‘He found out I went.’

‘How?’

June swallowed. ‘He was tracking my phone.’

‘Yeah, he was texting me.’

‘Of course he fucking was. Afterwards, he forced me to make that horrible phone call. I felt awful. I’m not sure I’ve ever felt more awful. He said he’d hurt you. He said he’d hurt you if I ever spoke to you again.’

‘So then … why tonight? What happened?’

‘I ended it. For good. And he knew I was serious. He knew I was so done, so completely, entirely done, and he knew I had you, but he convinced me to – I’m so sorry, I didn’t know he was going to try to get you too, and I would have said something but I was so afraid he’d hurt you.’

I shook my head. ‘Don’t worry. It’s OK.’ I looked at her and smirked. ‘In one piece.’

That made her cry.

‘Oh God, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to –’

She smiled. ‘No. It’s just … thank you.’

‘For what?’