Chapters (74)
Fishtail and Powderhand exchanged looks of mirth, crushed quickly by a glance from their chief.
‘I am sorry, Henderson. We will remain. There is more danger for you if we do not. If we let you open the mountain, you will all die. This way, we save many lives. Not merely our own.’
Henderson looked deep into Hunting Wolf’s eyes.
‘You not change story? Trickster still?’
It was Hunting Wolf’s turn to sigh.
‘Yes. The Trickster, Henderson. We have told you plainly, many times.’
‘Think you about Great Spirit I tell you. Good Lord Jesus Christ?’
‘Of course. We have thought a great deal about your spirit and his teachings, as you asked us to. We do not believe this.’
Henderson looked as if he might cry.
‘Is truth. Is only truth. Jesus Christ your great Spirit. He bring love to you. You have must to him love. He save you. Save you from Trickster also. Trickster not true.’
Powderhand gave a snort and crossed his arms beneath his blanket, fishing under one armpit for a mite he could feel shifting in the warmth.
This time, he was not reprimanded by Hunting Wolf. Hunting Wolf was growing tired of the well-meaning foolish white man.
‘We thank you, Henderson, for your kindness and concern, but you must understand that we are well aware of what is and is not true. You should explain these things we know to be true to the man McEwan again. We will remain.’
The seven men squatted silently for a few minutes while Henderson wondered what he should do. He was a failure. A spectacular failure. Was God testing him? All he longed for in this life was to save more souls, gather more precious gifts for his Lord Jesus Christ. He knew he could save these people if they would just listen, just believe the words of joy he had to share with them. He’d learned the complex rudiments of Siouan, slowly and painfully from a logger in Montreal, in preparation for his task ahead. The task of bringing these people to Jesus.
But he was failing. It was James Henderson at fault, not the natives. An English Catholic had saved an entire band of Blackfoot Indians a few hundred miles away, building a mission school and converting every last one to Christianity. The Catholics were good at it. They used the weapon of fear, something these natives seemed to understand.
Henderson’s weapon of love was going nowhere.
No, it was Henderson’s own failure that was condemning these people to Hell, and he was finding it hard to live with.