Back The Traitor
Chapters (20)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Colophon
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Acknowledgments
  8. Prologue
  9. Chapter One
  10. Chapter Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Epilogue
  19. Historical Notes
  20. Author’s Note

The group had three nights in Danzig before visiting their first POW camp, Stalag XXa near Thorn, a few hours south. Except for Lockhart, the men found the break an opportunity to sleep with nearly every dockside prostitute. Even the normally abstemious Butcher had struck personal gold by finding a half-Japanese girl. Lockhart was in no mood to stop them, reasoning that a sexually satisfied Pugh, Butcher and Worstead would be a little more relaxed and malleable. Lockhart was slightly surprised that Worstead cheated on Beth, but he didn’t ask. It made him think there was no Beth, that the whole story had been a lie, but then he knew that many men did not see whoring as cheating, especially away from home in wartime. Even if Lockhart had been the cheating kind, however, he would hardly have been tempted by what was on offer—mostly young Polish girls beaten and abused by German sailors, emaciated and riddled with God knows what.

Danzig was a grim place, Lockhart thought. Colorless and cruel, beaten down and cold, its soul broken. Sailors everywhere, green from malnourishment, and the occasional submariner, pasty from months under the Baltic. What had once been a proud port was being raped by the war, abused and spat out. It was fucked, thought Lockhart, there was no other word for it. Its women, its buildings, its pride—all were being gruesomely fucked until they were dry and cracked. Soon it would be empty, just a churning mass of black fog, steel, concrete and flesh. And sitting on top of this industrial corpse, its fluids seeping into the gulf—the drip tray under a stained dissecting table—would be the inevitable swastika, flapping wildly in a hollow gale.

The city made Lockhart feel nervous. It felt like the future, or how he imagined it—an absence of warmth and love, no freedom, and just a waiting, a longing even, for death. The future would be modern and yet barbaric, a new type of paganism, complete with its soot-rimmed chimneys and its new tortures. The human would be a unit, a statistical unit that would work to build the heartless dark glory of the Nazi corporate state, an eyeless beast that ate its own offspring, their sinews stuck in its bloodied and worn teeth as it gorged.

But Lockhart also felt nervous because of what he had to do. He had to face the friend, dressed as he was as the enemy, and persuade the friend to join him in wearing this vile costume. Surely it was impossible? But then maybe there were more opportunist Hulls, and maybe there were a few more Pughs who had kept their fascism tucked away under straw mattresses. Perhaps the latest recruiting leaflet, this one written by Pugh, might encourage them to come forward to declare themselves.