Chapters (14)
Cahir tidied up the wood in the fire using a femur he’d found.
‘When we were fighting in the mine… I was scared.’
‘I know.’
‘For a moment it looked as though you’d gone berserk. That nothing mattered to you any longer… Aside from killing…’
‘I know.’
‘I was afraid,’ he calmly finished, ‘that you’d butcher Schirrú to death in your frenzy. And we wouldn’t get any information out of a dead man, would we?’
Geralt cleared his throat. He was growing to like the young Nilfgaardian more and more. He was not only brave, but smart too.
‘You did right, sending Angoulême away,’ Cahir continued, his teeth chattering only slightly. ‘It isn’t for girls… Not even for girls like her. We’ll sort it out, the two of us. We’ll ride down our pursuers. But not in order to slaughter them in a berserker frenzy. What you said about revenge that time… Geralt, even in vengeance there must be some method. We’ll catch up with that half-elf… And force him to tell us where Ciri is…’
‘Ciri’s dead.’
‘Not true. I don’t believe she’s dead… And you don’t either. Admit it.’
‘I don’t want to believe it.’
A gale was whistling outside and the rain was whispering. It was cosy in the cave.
‘Geralt?
‘Yes.’
‘Ciri’s alive. I’ve had dreams again… Yes, something happened at the Equinox, something dreadful… Yes, without doubt, I felt and saw it… But she’s alive… She’s definitely alive. Let’s hurry… But not to avenge and murder. To find her.’
‘Yes. Yes, Cahir. You’re right.’
‘And you? Don’t you have dreams now?’
‘I do,’ he said bitterly. ‘But seldom since we crossed the Yaruga. And I remember nothing after waking. Something has ended in me, Cahir. Something has burned out. Something has ruptured in me…’
‘Never mind, Geralt. I shall dream for both of us.’
They set off at dawn. It had stopped raining. It even seemed that the sun was trying to find a hole in the greyness enveloping the sky.
They rode slowly, on the single horse with the Nilfgaardian military trappings.
The horse trudged over the pebbles, moving at a walk along the bank of the Sansretour, the small river leading to Toussaint. Geralt knew the way. He had been there once. A long, long time ago; much had changed since then. But the valley had not changed, and neither had the Sansretour stream, which, the further they went, become more and more the River Sansretour. Neither the Amell Mountains, nor the obelisk of the Gorgon, Devil Mountain, had changed.
There were certain things that simply didn’t change.