Chapters (11)
Fire surrounded her, and beyond the wall of flames was a furious neighing. Unicorns were rearing, shaking their heads and dashing their hooves against the ground. Their manes were like tattered battle flags, their horns were as long and sharp as swords. The unicorns were huge, as huge as warhorses, much bigger than her Little Horse. Where had they come from? Where had so many of them come from? The flame shot upwards with a roar. The black-haired woman raised her hands, and they were covered in blood. The heat billowed her hair.
Let it burn, Falka, let it all burn!
‘Go away! Be gone! I don’t want you! I don’t want your power!
Let it burn, Falka, let it burn!
‘I don’t want to!’
You do! You desire this! Desire and lust seethe in you like a flame! The pleasure is enslaving you! It is might! It is force! It is power! The most delicious of the world’s pleasures!
Lightning. Thunder. Wind. The thudding of hooves and the neighing of unicorns galloping with abandon around the fire.
‘I don’t want that power! I don’t want it! I relinquish it!’
She didn’t know if the fire had gone out or if her eyes had clouded over as she slumped to the ground, feeling the first drops of rain on her face.
The being should be divested of its beingness. It cannot be allowed to exist. The being is dangerous. Confirmation?
Negative. The being did not summon the Power for itself. It did it to save Ihuarraquax. The being feels sympathy. Thanks to the being, Ihuarraquax is once more among us.
But the being has the Power. Should it wish to make use of it…
It will not be able to use it. Never. It relinquished it. It relinquished the Power. Utterly. The Power disappeared. It is most curious…
We will never understand these beings.
We do not need to understand them! We will remove existence from the being. Before it is too late. Confirmation?
Negative. Let us leave this place. Let us leave the being. Let us leave it to its fate.
She did not know how long she lay on the rocks, trembling, staring at the changing colours of the sky. It was by turns dark and light, cold and hot, and she lay powerless, dried out like that dead rodent’s carcass sucked dry and thrown from the crater.
She did not think about anything. She was alone. She was empty. Now she had nothing and she felt nothing inside. There was no thirst, hunger, fatigue or fear. Everything had vanished, even the will to survive. She was one great, cold, dreadful void. She felt that void with all her being, with every cell of her body.
She felt blood on her inner thighs. She did not care. She was empty. She had lost everything.