Chapters (11)
She walked the entire night, but very slowly. She did not get far. She was dropping off to sleep as she walked, dreaming of water. The rising sun found her sitting on a rock, staring at the dagger’s blade and her naked forearm.
Blood is a liquid, after all. It can be drunk.
She drove away the hallucinations and nightmares. She licked the dew-covered dagger and began to walk.
She fainted. She came around, seared by the sun and the baking stones.
Before her, beyond a shimmering heat haze, she saw the jagged, serrated mountain range.
Closer. Significantly closer.
But she had no more strength. She sat up.
The dagger in her hand reflected the sunlight and burnt hot. It was sharp. She knew that.
Why do you torture yourself? said the calm, pedantic voice of the enchantress, Tissaia de Vries. Why do you condemn yourself to suffering? It’s time you put an end to it!
No. I won’t give in.
You will not endure this. Do you know how you die from thirst? Any moment now you will lose your mind, and then it will be too late. Then you won’t be able to end it all.
No. I won’t give in. I will endure it.
She sheathed the dagger. She stood up, staggered and fell down. She stood up again, staggered and began to march.
Above her, high in the yellow sky, she saw a vulture.
When she came to again, she couldn’t remember having fallen. She couldn’t remember how long she had been lying there. She looked up at the sky. Two more vultures had joined the first one wheeling above her. She didn’t have enough strength to get up.
She realised this was the end. She accepted it calmly. Almost with relief.
Something touched her.
It nudged her gently and cautiously on the shoulder. After such a long period of solitude, after so long surrounded by lifeless, motionless rocks, the touch made her jerk up, in spite of her exhaustion. It made her attempt to jump to her feet. Whatever had touched her snorted and sprang back, stamping its feet noisily.
Ciri sat up with difficulty, rubbing the encrusted corners of her eyes with her knuckles.
I’ve gone mad, she thought.
Several paces in front of her stood a horse. She blinked. It wasn’t an illusion. It really was a horse. A young horse, not much more than a foal.
She was now fully awake. She licked her cracked lips and cleared her throat involuntarily. The horse jumped and ran some distance away, its hooves grating over the loose stones. It moved very strangely, and its coat was also unusual – neither dun nor grey. Perhaps the effect was just an illusion, created by the sunlight shining behind it.
The horse snorted and took a few steps towards her. Now she could see it better. Well enough to notice, in addition to its uncharacteristic coat colour, the strange peculiarities in its build: the small head, the extremely slender neck, the very thin pasterns and the long, thick tail. The horse stood and looked at her, holding its muzzle in profile. Ciri let out a quiet sigh.