Chapters (67)
- Cover
- Back Cover Text
- Praise
- About the Author
- Booklist
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
“Hey, baby.” Kim jumped out of the car and went to hug them both.
“What’s the matter?” Gabriel asked. “You looked so spooked when we walked up. We didn’t mean to scare you like that. You looked like you were sleeping. I know this whole thing has been wearing you down...”
He had no idea.
“I’m fine,” Kim lied. “I was just thinking. I didn’t notice you guys walk up.”
“You sure?” he questioned as he studied her carefully. Her husband knew her as well as anyone, but he also respected when she didn’t want to talk.
She nodded. “Yep. I’m fine.”
“OK. Then pop the trunk and let me get these bags in. You remembered to bring the car seat?”
Kim put a hand to her mouth. “Oh fu—”
Gabriel shook his head but there was a smile on his face. “Lucky I brought a backup.” He wrestled with a zip on one of the suitcases and produced a child’s blow-up travel seat.
Again, Kim felt like the worst mother in the world. Unsure what else to say—what was there to say?—she picked up her daughter and pulled her close for a hug.
Lily clung to her neck like a limpet, making her feel even guiltier, and combined with the strain she was under and the afternoon heat, Kim felt as if she was suffocating.
She pulled her daughter’s hands away, gently lifting her into the rear of the car as Gabriel wrestled with the car seat. Once Lily was buckled up, Kim got back in front and he came around to sit beside her in the passenger seat.
“Sure you don’t want me to drive?” he asked before putting on his seat belt. “You do look pretty beat.”
“I’m sure.” Kim started the engine, eager to get going, desperate to feel the sea breeze on her face once again to cool her a little.
“Wait a second, slow down.” Gabriel leaned over to kiss her. “I missed you.”
The sensation of his lips on hers had an immediate calming effect. No one had ever kissed her like he did. His lips were always gentle, never rushed or seeking, but patient when she needed him to be. It was as if he could read her so completely and know just what was necessary at any given moment. She didn’t want to lose that. She didn’t want to lose him.
Gabriel’s hand remained against her cheek as their lips parted. His thoughtful blue eyes looked at her lovingly.
“I’m here now so talk to me,” he reassured. “I know that things have been stressful and you need an outlet. And I know you think you can do everything alone. Just because we’re separated by an ocean, it doesn’t mean that I’m not there for you. I am. And I always will be.”