He spoke softly and Dance took the news without a single affect display, no revealed emotion.

“I’ll be there as soon as I can.”

“It’s a blessing, really,” Juan Millar’s mother told Dance through her tears.

She was standing next to a grim-faced Michael O’Neil in the corridor of Monterey Bay Hospital, watching the woman do her best to reassure them and deflect their own words of sympathy.

Winston Kellogg arrived and walked up to the family, offered condolences, then shook O’Neil’s hand, fingers on the detective’s biceps, a gesture conveying sincerity among businessmen, politicians and mourners. “I’m so sorry.”

They were outside the burn unit of the ICU. Through the window they could see the complicated bed and its surrounding spacecraft accoutrements: wires, valves, gauges, instrumentation. In the center was a still mound, covered by a green sheet.

The same color sheet had covered her husband’s corpse. Dance recalled seeing it and thinking, frantically, But where did the life go, where did it go?

At that moment she’d come to loathe this particular shade of green.

Dance stared at the body, hearing in her memory Edie Dance’s whispered words.

He said, “Kill me.” He said it twice. Then he closed his eyes….

Millar’s father was inside the room itself, asking the doctor questions whose answers he probably wasn’t digesting. Still, the role of parent who’d survived his son required this—and would require much more in the days ahead.

The mother chatted away and told them again that the death was for the best, there was no doubt, the years of treatment, the years of grafts…

“For the best, absolutely,” she said, inadvertently offering Charles Overby’s favorite adverbial crutch.

Edie Dance, working an unplanned late shift, now came down the hall, looking distraught but determined, a visage that her daughter recognized clearly. Sometimes feigned, sometimes genuine, the expression had served her well in the past. Today it would, of course, be a reflection of her true heart.

Edie moved straight to Millar’s mother. She took the woman by the arm and, recognizing approaching hysteria, bestowed words on her—a few questions about her own state of mind, but mostly about her husband’s and other children’s, all aimed at diverting the woman’s focus from this impossible tragedy. Edie Dance was a genius in the art of compassion. It was why she was such a popular nurse.

Rosa Millar began to calm and then cried, and Dance could see the staggering horror melting into manageable grief. Her husband joined them, and Edie handed his wife over to him like a trapeze artist transferring one acrobat to another in midair.

“Mrs. Millar,” Dance said, “I’d just like to—”