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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. THE
  3. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  4. A SELECTION FROM
  5. ROYAL FAMILY TREE
  6. BEFORE
  7. OAT PORRIDGE
  8. NOW
  9. 1. ROAST PIGEON
  10. 2. LAMB’S HEAD
  11. 3. BREAD
  12. 4. POMEGRANATE
  13. 5. DEER’S HEART
  14. 6. CAKE BREAD
  15. 7. PIG’S HEART
  16. 8. PIGEON PIE
  17. 9. MUTTON CHOP
  18. 10. BITTER GREENS
  19. 11. NEAT’S TONGUE
  20. 12. HUMBLE PIE
  21. 13. BARLEY GRAIN
  22. 14. CROW’S MEAT WITH PLUM
  23. 15. GRAPES
  24. 16. PICKLED CUCUMBER
  25. 17. HIPPOCRAS
  26. 18. SHORTBREAD
  27. 19. KIDNEY PIE
  28. 20. DRIED RAISINS
  29. 21. GARLIC
  30. 22. BRANDY POSSET
  31. 23. SALT
  32. 24. GINGERBREAD
  33. 25. BLACK PUDDING
  34. 26. HONEY CAKE
  35. 27. COCK BRAIN TART
  36. 28. SACK POSSET
  37. 29. MUSTARD SEED
  38. 30. BEEFSTEAK
  39. 31. GRISTLE
  40. 32. FRUMENTY
  41. AFTER
  42. WHIPPED SYLLABUB
  43. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  44. Praise for The Sin Eater
  45. THE SIN EATER

The Sin Eater goes to the bed and looks the man over. He’s got a velvet dressing gown and cap. Velvet, heavy as it is, is one of the hardest to wash. Was. I guess I’m not a washerwoman any more.

The maid fetches a stool, placing it near the Sin Eater, and then ducks away with the goodwife, closing the door behind them. It clicks like there’s a lock on it. I don’t know why you’d need a lock on a bedchamber.

‘The Unseen is now seen.’ After her muteness it’s uncanny to hear the Sin Eater’s voice. It’s rough and low, like you’d expect from her looks. With a start I see a sliver of black in her mouth. Her S brand, like a snake in the mouth. Like mine. She goes on. ‘The Unheard is now heard. The sins of your flesh become the sins of mine to be borne to my grave in silence. Speak.’

The man breathes very shallowly. He struggles side to side as if speaking hurts him. A word passes his lips. Nothing I can grasp, but she nods along.

‘Lying for gain or for protection?’

He says another half word.

‘Mmm, mustard seed,’ she answers.

His speaking gets better. I start to hear more. Placing wealth before faith. Disobeying his da. Pride in his wealth.

‘Lamb shank, pickled herring, pigeon’s egg,’ the Sin Eater lists off the foods she will eat for those sins. I recognize some, but not the wealth ones. They’re very particular and not the kinds of sins poor folk like me have the chance to fret much over.

Then the man gets quiet. I wonder if he’s died. Then there’s a small squeak. ‘Barrenness,’ he whispers. ‘I blamed my wife. I turned from her. I sought a lady. A . . . ’ He doesn’t want to say the word. Mayhap ashamed.

‘One who was not your wife,’ the Sin Eater helps him. He’s done adultery. I don’t think she should make it easier.

‘For years,’ he goes on. ‘But she, too, never conceived. I had blamed my wife. It drove me from her bed. But I fear . . . I fear all that time it was me.’ He’s talking quicker now.

‘Barrenness is not a sin,’ she tells him. ‘But holding a grudge and faithlessness, yes. Oat porridge and dried raisins.’

He lies back, looking smaller than he did before.

‘Last words for she who will take your sins?’

‘I have no heir,’ he says like it follows on her question. ‘I have a cousin who will gladly inherit. But no heir of my body. I would even claim a bastard had I one to claim.’

Folk’ll do all sorts of things for an heir, I think.

There’s a long silence that comes up between him and us.