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Contents ( 84)
  1. Dedication
  2. Contents
  3. One
  4. Cora
  5. Two
  6. Quinn
  7. Three
  8. Cora
  9. Four
  10. Quinn
  11. Five
  12. Cora
  13. Six
  14. Quinn
  15. Seven
  16. Cora
  17. Eight
  18. Quinn
  19. Nine
  20. Cora
  21. Ten
  22. Quinn
  23. Eleven
  24. Cora
  25. Twelve
  26. Quinn
  27. Thirteen
  28. Cora
  29. Fourteen
  30. Quinn
  31. Fifteen
  32. Cora
  33. Sixteen
  34. Quinn
  35. Seventeen
  36. Cora
  37. Eighteen
  38. Quinn
  39. Nineteen
  40. Cora
  41. Twenty
  42. Quinn
  43. Twenty-One
  44. Cora
  45. Twenty-Two
  46. Quinn
  47. Twenty-Three
  48. Cora
  49. Twenty-Four
  50. Quinn
  51. Twenty-Five
  52. Cora
  53. Twenty-Six
  54. Quinn
  55. Twenty-Seven
  56. Cora
  57. Twenty-Eight
  58. Quinn
  59. Twenty-Nine
  60. Cora
  61. Thirty
  62. Quinn
  63. Thirty-One
  64. Cora
  65. Thirty-Two
  66. Quinn
  67. Thirty-Three
  68. Cora
  69. Thirty-Four
  70. Quinn
  71. Thirty-Five
  72. Cora
  73. Thirty-Six
  74. Quinn
  75. Thirty-Seven
  76. Cora
  77. Thirty-Eight
  78. Quinn
  79. Author’s Note
  80. Resources
  81. Acknowledgments
  82. About the Author
  83. Copyright
  84. About the Publisher

I walk over to the plastic bag. Inside there’s a brass Little League trophy and a completely nondescript black notebook. I pick up the notebook. When I flip through it, I see that it’s blank. “Was this important to him?”

Quinn shrugs.

“Why aren’t you taking this seriously?”

“I am,” she insists.

There’s something going on with her. I know there is because I can read her better than anyone. This reminds me of when her stomach hurt really bad on our second-grade field trip because the bus ride made her nauseous, and she didn’t want to tell me because she was embarrassed. But I knew something was wrong and so I followed her into the bathroom and helped hold her hair while she puked into the toilet. I really hope this isn’t another puking situation.

“Fine,” I say, not wanting to get into it with her. I need to be positive. I wrote that over and over again in my notes. Almost every anecdote I read about someone finding a wormhole talked about the power of positivity. I know Dad would say that sounds like fake science, but still. At this point, I’m willing to stretch a little.

“Let’s set up the barrier,” I say. That’s another thing I read about. It’s supposed to help.

Without answering, Quinn begins collecting twigs. We work in silence, quietly creating a wide circle around the tree that’s made of twigs and random stones that we find. Quinn even pulls a few wet rocks out of the creek.

Once the circle is finished, we stand inside it.

“Looks pretty good, don’t you think?”

Quinn nods.

I study her face. “You sure you’re okay?”

She pushes her hair behind her ears. “Yeah. I’m fine.”

“Okay. Well, I think the barrier is going to help. It gives our experiment limits, you know? Scientific experiments need limits.”

Quinn nods again.

Her silence scratches at me. Quinn is always quiet, but usually it’s a comfortable silence. But right now it’s like a buzzy static, like how the car stereo sounds when it gets stuck between radio stations.

“Well,” I say slowly. “Let’s unpack Mabel’s and . . .” I can’t say his name. I stare at Quinn’s shoes.

She gets the message though because she goes and grabs the plastic bag. “Where do you want these?”

I carefully unpack Mabel’s things. My hands tremble as I set down Waddle, her stuffed penguin, who she would tell you she stopped sleeping with when she was nine, but the truth was, he always had a spot right next to her pillow.

I don’t want Waddle to get any dirt on him, so I gently lay out a washcloth I brought from home and put Waddle on top. Then I put Mabel’s silver star necklace, a tube of dark plum lip gloss, and The Tale of Despereaux, which was her all-time favorite book, down next to Waddle.

Mabel was so much more than these objects, but these objects also say Mabel. I hope the wormhole agrees.