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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. By the Same Author
  3. Dedication Page
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33
  37. CHAPTER 34
  38. CHAPTER 35
  39. CHAPTER 36
  40. CHAPTER 37
  41. CHAPTER 38
  42. CHAPTER 39
  43. Acknowledgements

Agnes turns the paper over for the girl to see. Freezes.

There is no mistake, small and faint as the profile is. Mrs Campbell was right: it is not Lavinia.

The physiognotrace has drawn Constance.

‘That’s adequate for me,’ Lavinia yawns. Her perfectly manicured fingers tug at the paper but it is a moment before Agnes can force herself to let go.

What is happening? How is this possible?

‘I will enlarge it, cut it out—’ she starts but Lavinia waves her off.

‘Really. Do not trouble yourself.’

Mrs Campbell sniffs. Her mouth has pinched, highlighting the wrinkles around it. ‘I did have something better in mind. I take it you will not be using that incompetent contraption for my own shade.’

‘No, no.’ Agnes hurriedly pushes the physiognotrace aside, disengaging the pole and propping it up in the corner. ‘I did not wish to use it in the first place. Please, have a seat. I will … Let us use paint! I will paint your silhouette onto plaster, how about that?’

She hopes her hand will be steady enough. The prospect of four and six seems to be drifting further and further away.

Why Constance?

She cannot begin to comprehend how a machine, an actual machine, could make this error. Her own hand might cut something from memory, yes, if she lost concentration. But the physiognotrace? She is tempted to take the paper from Lavinia and pore over it, see whether her eyes were mistaken.

It must be the séance – all that talk of ghosts is making her see them everywhere.

Mrs Campbell spreads her skirts and descends upon the chair.

Agnes gathers her apparatus: not really paint but India ink, water and soot blended together to make the perfect consistency of black, and a white oval of plaster for the background.

Her trembling fingers select a round, soft brush. Then she begins to work.

It is soothing. With scissors, she is forced to cut away from her body, but now she can pull the brush towards herself. The lines are soft, oily smears. There are two edges to her brushstroke and she focuses on the left, the clearer one, ignoring the other that encroaches into the white space she will later fill.

Forehead, nose, mouth, chin.

These are not Constance’s features. She makes sure of that. But the machine’s drawing still flashes before her. Impossible, as were the things she saw in Miss West’s parlour on Walcot Street.

Perhaps this is what happens when you meddle with the natural order. She did not stop to fully consider the consequences before she called up spirits, but of course it makes sense: if one ghost can wander, surely they all may.

Constance always wanted to be her only sitter.