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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. By the Same Author
  3. Dedication Page
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33
  37. CHAPTER 34
  38. CHAPTER 35
  39. CHAPTER 36
  40. CHAPTER 37
  41. CHAPTER 38
  42. CHAPTER 39
  43. Acknowledgements

Agnes pauses as she repositions her scissors and begins to tackle the chin. ‘Well, your grandmother is correct,’ she says proudly. ‘The shade is the purest of all portraits. Beside it, a photograph would appear too …’

‘Too alive?’ he supplies. ‘Too real, perhaps. I don’t know why, but when I see her wall of silhouettes … To me, it looks like a display of death masks.’

‘Oh, no, surely not?’ This judgement dismays her. She has always managed to find beauty and purpose in the clear lines of a silhouette, no matter what else is going on in her life.

‘Yes, I’m afraid they look that way to me. Like shells of things with the souls snuffed out.’

The blade slips. Only a little way, a quarter of an inch at most, but with this nick under the chin, she will struggle to cut the throat and shoulders. Damn these second-rate scissors.

‘A good profile exposes the soul of the sitter,’ she explains, frowning at her work.

‘Well, a photograph is a good deal quicker. I thought you had machines to do this silhouette business?’

It stings, but he is correct. At the height of her powers, she had been able to cut a shade freehand in – what – two minutes? Sometimes less. The memory is like a small death. Skill is forsaking her, too, contrary as any lover.

‘There are machines, but I favour the personal touch …’ Outside the window, the magpies beat their wings, squabbling. Agnes sighs and lays down her scissors. Here is a way out of her present difficulty with the nick, at least. ‘I would be happy to show you my physiognotrace, if you prefer?’

Ned turns again, his brown eyes sparkling. ‘Really? Could I see it? I wouldn’t want to be a bother.’

Despite herself, Agnes smiles. His enthusiasm is infectious. In a few years, Cedric will be like this: fancying himself an engineer and championing progress. An odd turn of events, considering the workers of Mamma’s generation did all they could to smash the machines that stole their livelihood. But such is humankind: hopelessly fickle.

‘It is no trouble at all. I will clean the contraption and we will use it to take your profile. You will enjoy the experience. It’s very clever, in its way.’

Bustling to the corner, she moves various pads and paint palettes off the machine. It is so webbed in dust that she coughs.

‘Here,’ says Ned, rising to his feet. ‘Let me help.’

Piece by piece, they reveal a chipped wooden box with a hatch on the side. Agnes is startled to think how long it’s been since she last used the instrument. What appeared then as the cutting edge of innovation now looks poor and dejected, its quaintness the only virtue left.