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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. By the Same Author
  3. Dedication Page
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33
  37. CHAPTER 34
  38. CHAPTER 35
  39. CHAPTER 36
  40. CHAPTER 37
  41. CHAPTER 38
  42. CHAPTER 39
  43. Acknowledgements

Pearl always wonders what would have happened if Private West hadn’t been killed in action. With a different father, she might have been born with Myrtle’s lustrous eyes and widow’s peak. Or maybe not. Maybe Mother wouldn’t have birthed a second child at all. She’d still be on this side of the veil and it would be Pearl’s soul wandering in that mist, without a home.

‘I’m not saying the séance weren’t good.’ Myrtle wipes her forehead with the back of her hand. She’s rolled her sleeves to the elbow and there are purple splotches all down her forearm. ‘She was pleased as you like, that Mrs Boyle. But we can make it better for when the Society come. Can’t we?’

‘I don’t know,’ Pearl mumbles.

‘Well, we can. People want a show. Don’t matter to them you’ve got a genuine gift. They won’t believe us unless we dress it up in tinsel.’

‘But I can’t control it! How am I meant to make it better? I don’t even know what’s happening to me.’

Sighing, Myrtle drops a blackberry into a bowl and crushes it beneath her spoon. ‘I’ll rig something up, won’t I? I’ve been reading Missives from Summerland. Some places in London have these things they called apports.’

A cow lows from the street. Pearl turns to look. It’s a dun-coloured beast, objecting to a man running his fingers down her legs. Does he want her for milk, or food? She’s surely too pretty to be made into beefsteak.

‘Pearl? Are you listening?’

She blinks, draws her eyes away from Walcot Street. ‘Yes. What’s an apport?’

‘You drop them from the ceiling. Fruit, feathers, petals. Like a gift from the spirits. I could make that happen.’

‘You don’t think …’ Pearl wobbles on her chair, struck by a terrible thought. ‘It won’t just happen, will it? They won’t just start giving presents through me?’

Myrtle considers this while she inspects a blackberry. ‘I dunno, Pearl. Don’t think so. Seems to me real ghosts are more subtle than that.’

Pearl recalls the way the spirit matter flowed from her mouth and it makes her stomach cramp in panic. What else might come on that luminous tide? She might vomit forth objects. Manifest limbs. Anything could spew from between her lips and she wouldn’t be able to stop it. She wouldn’t even know it had happened.

‘What about the fire?’ Myrtle pounds into the bowl again. ‘I could toss some coloured dust into it. That would go down well.’

‘I hate it when you do that! It hurts my eyes.’