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Chapters (43)
  1. BY ACE ATKINS
  2. Dedication
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Epigraph
  5. Episode 1: Brandon
  6. ONE
  7. TWO
  8. THREE
  9. Episode 2: The Big Woods
  10. FOUR
  11. FIVE
  12. SIX
  13. Episode 3: The Search Party
  14. SEVEN
  15. EIGHT
  16. NINE
  17. TEN
  18. Episode 4: The Teacher
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. THIRTEEN
  22. FOURTEEN
  23. Episode 5: The Sheriff
  24. FIFTEEN
  25. SIXTEEN
  26. SEVENTEEN
  27. EIGHTEEN
  28. Episode 6: Quinn Colson
  29. NINETEEN
  30. TWENTY
  31. TWENTY-ONE
  32. TWENTY-TWO
  33. Episode 7: Maggie
  34. TWENTY-THREE
  35. TWENTY-FOUR
  36. TWENTY-FIVE
  37. Episode 8: The Witness
  38. TWENTY-SIX
  39. TWENTY-SEVEN
  40. TWENTY-EIGHT
  41. TWENTY-NINE
  42. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  43. What’s next onyour reading list?

Tashi didn’t say anything, listening as she drove, heading past Olive Branch and that big Ford dealership, a supersized Walmart, and a grouping of the regular suspects of Starbucks, Applebee’s, and an O’Charley’s.

“When we were kids, we had to drive up to Memphis to go shopping,” Caddy said. “It always seemed like the center of our Southern universe.”

“Just how long did you live in Memphis?” Tashi asked.

“Too damn long,” Caddy said. “About four years.”

“Why’d you leave home?”

“You’ve been there,” Caddy said. “Does Tibbehah seem like the kind of place a woman in her twenties would want to live?”

“Oh, I don’t know,” Tashi said, both hands gripping the wheel, intently staring at the rainy highway ahead through those thick black glasses. “I think Jericho is a pretty charming little town. With the Square and all those little restaurants and shops. I get a little tired of Brooklyn’s preciousness. Jericho is real to me. Real South. Real America.”

“Maybe too real at times,” Caddy said. “There wasn’t much on the Square when I left. Nearly every business was boarded up. Most of the buildings had fallen in on themselves. Vines and weeds growing through the busted glass. Looked like the A-bomb had hit the town. It was either be a checkout girl at the Piggly Wiggly or marry some loser and be trapped forever.”

“What about college?”

“Ha,” Caddy said. “Not everyone can go to college. You either get a scholarship or your family has money. My family’s not poor, but they didn’t have the money to send me or Quinn to school. My daddy rarely paid child support. And my momma worked when she could, receptionist-type jobs at the high school or some doctor’s office. It was tough. The way you see Jericho now isn’t the way it was. When the recession hit, we barely even knew it.”

“Was Memphis better?” Tashi asked.

“For a while,” Caddy said. “When I was clean. But you can’t do the kind of work I was doing sober.”

“As a dancer?”

Caddy laughed, sort of snorting through her nose. This girl really was on her best behavior, really wanting to find Ansley Cuthbert by calling Caddy a dancer. There wasn’t a thing about dancing in her whole show, although back then she might have argued it. She used to have a canned answer about song selection, acrobatics, and connecting with her customer. In truth, all she did was show her tits and grind her hips for more than minimum wage.

“Is that not right?” Tashi asked.

“No, ma’am,” Caddy said. “I was anything but a dancer. Do you want to see where I worked?”

“Was that where Ansley worked, too?” Tashi asked, heading over the Tennessee state line. THE VOLUNTEER STATE WELCOMES YOU.