Chapters (34)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgements
- CHAPTER 1 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 2 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 3 - Ebon ASKAVI
- CHAPTER 4 - Ebon ASKAVI
- CHAPTER 5 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 6 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 7 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 8 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 9 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 12 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 13 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 14 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 15 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 16 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 17 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 18 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 19 - Ebon ASKAVI
- TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 21 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 22 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 23 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 24 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 25 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 26 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 27 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 28 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 29 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 30 - TERREILLE
As much as he’d told Jaenelle in an effort to explain last night, there was so much more he hadn’t said. Couldn’t say. Not to her.
For one thing, he wasn’t stable, wasn’t sure he could be trusted around her—and that scared him to the bone.
He crossed the corridor, knocked on the door, and waited for his father’s deep voice to give him permission to enter. Barely pausing to close the door, he hurried to the chair where Saetan was reading a book, and sank to his knees.
“Father.”
Saetan closed the book, then removed and vanished his half-moon glasses. “What’s wrong?”
Jaenelle’s lack of anger and her willingness to understand had helped him maintain a crust of calm, a thin layer of control, that had hidden a seething ugliness for a little while.
But here, now, he faced a man who wouldn’t hesitate to punish him if he needed to be punished, who wouldn’t hesitate to hurt him if that was needed to pay the debt. Who would understand the depth of what he’d done wrong.
“Father,” he said, his voice breaking. “I hurt Jaenelle. I scared Jaenelle.” Those words would mean little to most people, but Saetan would know what it would take to frighten Witch.
“Tell me,” Saetan said.
He told Saetan everything. Everything. And when he was done, he pressed his face against his father’s legs . . . and wept.
Hell’s fire, Mother Night, and may the Darkness be merciful, Saetan thought as he stroked Daemon’s hair, the movement of his hand weaving a soothing spell around his son.
It could have been worse. Could have been much worse. This was a painful reminder that Daemon’s mind and sanity had been shattered twice—and no matter how strong the man, no matter how well he healed, there were always scars, always permanent damage. But he could help his boy deal with the fears stemming from last night.
“Are you ready to listen?” Saetan asked quietly.
What worried him was the certainty that if he told Daemon to strip and lie on the floor to be whipped until there wasn’t any skin left on his back, Daemon wouldn’t hesitate, wouldn’t question—as long as the punishment came with the promise that Jaenelle would truly forgive him for last night.
Daemon nodded, his face still pressed against Saetan’s legs.
“I’m here because Jaenelle asked me to come—not because she needed me, but because you did.”
“She needs a Healer,” Daemon whispered.
And you need more than a Healer. And the witch who had the skill to mend what had been broken was currently in the suite across the hall. “I’ll see to it, and I will tell you what is needed. I’ll also find something to do with your guest.” And wouldn’t that be fun?