Chapters (34)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgements
- CHAPTER 1 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 2 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 3 - Ebon ASKAVI
- CHAPTER 4 - Ebon ASKAVI
- CHAPTER 5 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 6 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 7 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 8 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 9 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 12 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 13 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 14 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 15 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 16 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 17 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 18 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 19 - Ebon ASKAVI
- TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 21 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 22 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 23 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 24 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 25 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 26 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 27 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 28 - TERREILLE
- CHAPTER 29 - KAELEER
- CHAPTER 30 - TERREILLE
“Old son, Daemon makes love to Jaenelle, but the Sadist dances with Witch,” Lucivar said gently. “Not out of hate or temper; he dances with her out of desire. But this time, for whatever reason, she didn’t make that transition with you—and it scared you.”
“Wouldn’t it scare you?”
“Tch. You scare the shit out of me when you’re the Sadist. But you don’t scare her. You don’t scare Jaenelle.”
“I did scare her.”
“Yeah, well, not as much as you think. And I figure scaring her once in a while helps her remember what you’re feeling when she does something that scares you. Which, you have to admit, she does on a regular basis.”
Daemon’s response was a brief, reluctant smile to acknowledge that particular truth. Then the smile faded. “Have you ever ... ?”
Pain there. Fear there. And too damn close to one of those emotional scars that created a line Daemon couldn’t cross anymore. Not without paying too high a price.
“Just say it,” Lucivar said.
“Do you ever feel possessive about Marian?”
Lucivar sat back on air, as if he were sitting on a stool. “Most of the time, I think of myself as Marian’s husband, or I think of her as an independent woman who lives with me and is the mother of my son. But when Marian and I first became lovers, she moved into my bedroom—and into my bed. So there’s not a night that goes by that I’m not saying ‘Mine.’ ”
Daemon turned to look at him. Lucivar couldn’t tell what was going on in his brother’s mind or heart, but he knew what he said here and now would matter. Really matter. So he took a moment to choose his words.
“Marian comes to my bed every night, but some nights it feels different. Occasionally I’m in bed before her, and when I see her walking toward the bed, watch her get into bed, I feel . . . different. I don’t have the words for it, Daemon. I just feel different. More . . . dangerous. It’s not like the rut. When this happens, I’m still there. My brain is still there. But something changes inside me, and I don’t see her the same way.
“I don’t know what she sees in my face, in my eyes. Sometimes when she gets into bed, she’s nervous but excited. Aroused. And sometimes she’s scared. Of me. Of whatever I am when that feeling fills me.”
Their eyes met. Held.
“What do you do?” Daemon asked softly.
“On the nights when she’s nervous and excited, the sex is . . . more. It has a flavor it doesn’t have any other time.”
“And on the other nights?”