Chapters (12)
Amidst the cloud-mantled peaks
the azure spring sky emerges,
greeting the eyes around;
all the bold, vigorous strokes
of the characters written
on the post appear as clear-cut
as silver hooks. The satin dress I wear,
alas, eclipses the shining poems
I write. Gazing up
at the long, long list
of the successful candidates, I envy,
envy them, in vain.
In ancient China, for the men of letters aspiring to success, an official career, and higher social status, the path was through the civil service examination, of which poetry-writing was an integrated part. The successful candidates were awarded government positions in accordance with their scores in the examination. The poem titles in classic Chinese poetry could be long, and this poem helps to explain why Xuanji felt so bitter about gender prejudice in the Tang Dynasty. A woman like Xuanji – in fact, all women – was barred from partaking in the civil service examination, however talented she might have been as a poetess. So she wrote the poem on the occasion of looking up at the list of new successful candidates, and she could not help feeling frustrated as an ambitious female intellectual in the Tang Dynasty.
Boudoir Sorrow
Yu Xuanji (844–871)
A full grasp of weeds, I’m weeping
against the declining light,
only to hear a neighbor’s husband
returning home. Alas, the day you left,
wild geese were flying north
in the spring, and today, they are
flying south in the autumn.
Through the spring, through
the autumn, I keep missing you;
through the autumn, through
the spring, there is no message
coming to me. The windows
and doors shut, you are not here.
The noise of a wife beating,
washing her man’s clothes
in the stream –
Oh, why should the sound
come through to me,
piercing the silk curtain?
The Islet Enclosed in White Duckweed
Wen Tingyun (812–870)
After applying her make-up,
she stands leaning against the balcony,
looking out to the river, alone,
to thousands of sails passing along –
none is the one she waits for.
The sun setting slant,
the water running silent, long,
her heart is breaking
at the sight of the islet enclosed
in white duckweed.
Wen Tingyun was a celebrated Tang Dynasty poet. His most successful poems are a group of love poems speaking from a female perspective. It is believed that some of his poems originated from his romantic relationship with Xuanji, imagining what she could be thinking at the moment.
Lament of the Inlaid Lute
Wen Tingyun (812–870)
Still, no dream comes to her,
the split-bamboo-made mat cool
on the silver-inlaid bed.
The deep blue skies appear like water,
the night clouds insubstantial.
The cries of the wild geese journey
as far as the Xiaoxiang River.
The moon continues shining
into her room.
A Green-Shaded Window
(To the Tune of Pusaman)
Wen Tingyun (812–870)
The bright moon, the jade tower –
the long memories …
The willow shoots swing so softly
in the languid spring breeze.
The weeds grown high beyond our gate