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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR HELEN FIELDS
  3. PRAISE FOR THE SHADOW MAN
  4. Dedication
  5. Prologue
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter 1
  49. Chapter 2
  50. Acknowledgements
  51. Keep Reading …
  52. And if you enjoyed The Shadow Man, you’ll love the D.I. Callanach series from Helen Fields …
  53. On a remote Highland mountain, a body is burning …
  54. Welcome to Edinburgh.Murder capital of Europe.
  55. The worst dangers are the ones we can’t see …
  56. When silence falls, who will hear their cries?
  57. Your darkest moment is your most vulnerable …
  58. He had never heard himself scream before. It was terrifying …
  59. About the Author
  60. By the same author
  61. About the Publisher

‘You actually can’t. I’m a free agent. More importantly, I’m not someone you want to threaten. Take it from me. I do whatever I deem necessary to protect innocent people. No limits.’

Anoushka Baarda took a long look into Connie’s eyes, made the best choice she had in a long time by deciding that she wasn’t going to challenge whatever she saw in them, gathered her bag and coat with nothing more retaliatory than a huff, and exited.

An hour later, there was a gentle knock at the door. Meggy entered, holding her father’s hand. The girl was bruised and tired, but alive. That was all that mattered.

‘They’re letting me go home today,’ Meggy said quietly. ‘I wanted … I wanted to say …’

There were tears before the end of the sentence. Connie went across the room and held her until they stopped.

‘You don’t have to say anything. Meggy, you’re amazing. You did what you had to. You saved my life, Baarda’s and Elspeth’s, too. Keep hold of that during the nightmares. You’re going to beat him and survive every time, because that’s what happened. There’ll be people to help you through this, but the truth is that you are your best defence. The strength you have, your will to survive, your spirit, Meggy. You can beat him as many times as you need to in your imagination until you really understand that he’s gone.’

She nodded, hugging Connie harder until her father pulled gently at her arm.

‘We should go,’ he said. ‘Looks like your friend is waking up.’

Meggy reached up, sliding her arms around Connie’s neck until her mouth was at Connie’s ear.

‘One day, when I’m a grown-up, will you tell me what really happened to him … in there?’

In the coffin, the girl meant. Sharper than all the adults involved, more able to stomach the truth as children always were.

‘I will,’ Connie whispered.

The girl released her grip.

Connie turned. Baarda’s eyes were open a fraction. He smiled as Connie called the nurse, raised his hand an inch off the bed as a wave to Meggy, then went back to sleep.

When he woke again the following day, Connie was still at his side.

‘Stop ranting,’ he whispered.

‘What are you talking—’

‘You’ve been reading me political editorials. Could you not have read me a decent novel?’

Connie laughed, leaning over to kiss his cheek. ‘Fergus, or Harris, is dead. Properly dead. Ailsa Lambert certified it herself.’

‘How?’ Baarda asked.

‘There was an incident with a belt. The details can wait.’

‘You look like hell,’ he said.

‘Fuck you very much. I’ll call the nurse.’ She stood up to leave.

‘Not yet.’ He managed to catch the tail of her shirt between his fingers. ‘Tell me. Elspeth, Xavier?’