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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR HELEN FIELDS
  3. PRAISE FOR THE SHADOW MAN
  4. Dedication
  5. Prologue
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter 1
  49. Chapter 2
  50. Acknowledgements
  51. Keep Reading …
  52. And if you enjoyed The Shadow Man, you’ll love the D.I. Callanach series from Helen Fields …
  53. On a remote Highland mountain, a body is burning …
  54. Welcome to Edinburgh.Murder capital of Europe.
  55. The worst dangers are the ones we can’t see …
  56. When silence falls, who will hear their cries?
  57. Your darkest moment is your most vulnerable …
  58. He had never heard himself scream before. It was terrifying …
  59. About the Author
  60. By the same author
  61. About the Publisher

‘I’m a profiler. You don’t profile with a perpetrator sitting in front of you giving you information. And it’s a science, thank you. This is as certain as profiling gets. I have all the different strands. I just don’t have a single psychological diagnosis that pulls it all together yet.’

‘Is there one?’ Baarda asked.

‘Actually, yes. You hungry?’ she asked.

‘Not hungry, but curious about how things got resolved for you.’

‘The psychiatrist who diagnosed me as suffering from teenage hysteria – not a real thing, by the way, just a convenient phrase – was involved in a car crash. Coincidence is occasionally kind. A replacement consultant was sent to the ward, younger and more up to date than the great Dr Webster. He insisted on reviewing all the cases from scratch and was willing to spend time with me. I did my best to communicate with a sort of sign language, but it got muddled every time I started to send signals. He understood that my tears were of frustration rather than a fit of pique.’

‘So what happened?’ Baarda asked.

‘He ordered another brain scan, looked more carefully than Webster had and drew the conclusion that there was a small blood clot sitting in the part of my brain that controlled communication. They operated, and – thank God – he was right.’

Baarda drew in a long, slow breath. ‘That’s when you lost your colour vision?’

‘Same moment I got my life back. You win some, you lose some. Cheers.’ She raised her glass and clinked the edge of Baarda’s.

He left it untouched. ‘What happened to Dr Webster? He had you locked up for no reason at all. It was clear malpractice – in fact, nothing less than cruelty.’

‘Webster never fully recovered from the car crash. I know enough now to recognise him as a sociopath. Intelligent, incapable of empathy, manipulative, utterly self-centred. Hated women, especially women who didn’t pay him what he regarded as his due respect. My grandmother was furious, mostly I suspect for her own blind belief in Webster. A conversation was had with Webster’s lawyers and insurers. The money they paid put me through college and grad school, and there’s still plenty left over. This is a vocation. I don’t actually need the cash. I suspect you’re in the same position.’

‘Not exactly. School fees and a wife who likes our second home in Tuscany are expensive.’

‘Divorce her,’ Connie said.

‘It’s not that simple.’

‘Yes it fucking well is. Take back control.’

‘You know, you’re a very angry psychologist,’ Baarda smiled.

‘I’m a very practical psychologist. Sometimes there’s unequivocal right and wrong. It’s okay to acknowledge that. Anger is important. It’s cathartic and paves the way for resolution. I’m prescribing a daily dose of fury for you. Get mad, Brodie Baarda. You’re owed it.’ Her mobile rang and she picked up. ‘Connie Woolwine.’