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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR HELEN FIELDS
  3. PRAISE FOR THE SHADOW MAN
  4. Dedication
  5. Prologue
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Chapter Thirty-Five
  41. Chapter Thirty-Six
  42. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Chapter Forty-Two
  48. Chapter 1
  49. Chapter 2
  50. Acknowledgements
  51. Keep Reading …
  52. And if you enjoyed The Shadow Man, you’ll love the D.I. Callanach series from Helen Fields …
  53. On a remote Highland mountain, a body is burning …
  54. Welcome to Edinburgh.Murder capital of Europe.
  55. The worst dangers are the ones we can’t see …
  56. When silence falls, who will hear their cries?
  57. Your darkest moment is your most vulnerable …
  58. He had never heard himself scream before. It was terrifying …
  59. About the Author
  60. By the same author
  61. About the Publisher

The sports centre wasn’t guilty of that. Twice a week he met up with friends and played wheelchair basketball. The benefits were social as much as they were fitness. He got out of the house whenever he could, but that was getting increasingly difficult as muscular degeneration caught up in the race they’d been having for several years. Sometimes he felt strong enough to believe that it would never get the better of him. Then there were days when just lifting his arms to pick up the kettle and make a cup of tea was the effort equivalent of a boxing match.

Today was about medium on the scale of useless to extraordinary. The basketball team was diverse in terms of how each had arrived at wheelchair status. From army veterans to car-crash victims, those who’d been born lacking a functioning pair of legs to one who’d attempted suicide from a high building only to smash both legs beyond repair but with a renewed appreciation of the value of life. They all carried a label.

Sport had always been a part of his life. He’d played football, rugby, hockey, jogged whenever he could and never felt it was a chore. Then, as if in slow motion, his body had begun to fail. The misdiagnoses in the early stages had veered from the ridiculous to the just plain negligent. Glandular fever. Food poisoning. Excessive growth spurt. Gluten intolerance. Hypochondria. And excessive masturbation: if only.

He still loved getting outside. These days things just happened a little slower. He’d be on the sidelines watching his local team playing football rather than scoring goals himself, and offer encouraging words to those doing their utmost to shift from the sofa to completing their first park run. Sidelined pretty much summed up how he defined life in a wheelchair. That wasn’t self-pity – just his reality.

The girls who’d giggled when he’d spoken to them in his past life – a tall, well-muscled eighteen-year-old – now slid their gazes towards his able-bodied friends. Potential employers saw him as either a diversity tick box or as requiring additional investment. Not everyone, not everywhere. Life still had its moments of hilarity, warmth, and fulfilment. But had the edge been taken off? You fucking bet it had.