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Chapters (38)
  1. PART ONE: THE PATH FROM OBERNEWTYN
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Chapter 6
  8. Chapter 7
  9. Chapter 8
  10. Chapter 9
  11. Chapter 10
  12. Chapter 11
  13. Chapter 12
  14. Chapter 13
  15. Chapter 14
  16. Chapter 15
  17. PART TWO: THE HIGH ROAD
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. PART THREE: THE PERILOUS DREAMTRAILS
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. EPILOGUE
  36. Characters of the Obernewtyn Chronicles
  37. Question and Answer with ISOBELLE CARMODY
  38. Acknowledgements

Instead of answering, some impulse made me summon up a memory of the play and the song Miky and Angina had long ago made about a sleeping princess. They had used Dragon’s image for the princess and Cinda gasped to see her lying asleep on a flowery bier. When the part of the story came that showed the prince who wakened the sleeping princess in the story, I was startled to see that instead of having Dameon’s face and form, as in the empaths’ performance, staged to honour their guildmaster, the blind prince bore a striking resemblance to Matthew. I found myself explaining how the unformed feral child had fallen in love with the immature youth that Matthew had been, his head too full of heroes and heroines for him to recognise her worth.

‘He was very cruel to her,’ I said aloud.

Cinda shook her head. ‘Maybe he was only afraid. Love feels very dangerous sometimes.’

I stared at her, remembering my initial dislike of Rushton, who had been a man when I was still a child. Only later had I understood that I had feared what he made me feel, being unready for love. What made Cinda so wise? Was it the result of so much suffering?

‘I do not think suffering inevitably leads to wisdom, though I think it can teach compassion,’ Cinda’s image murmured. The fire cracked and outside I heard the wind in the trees. ‘Do you think she loves him still?’

I shook my head. ‘I think what Dragon felt for Matthew was only a child’s infatuation. She was very young and he had been kind and attentive to her while he had been helping to teach her to use her Talents. She mistook his kindness for love.’

‘Do not say only to what a child can feel, for do you not recall how powerfully you experienced emotion as a child?’ Cinda asked me very seriously. ‘We do not cast off childhood like the skin of a snake. It remains within us, even as we grow. It is the heart and core of us. And a child’s love can grow into a woman’s love.’

‘Perhaps, but Dragon has forgotten Matthew along with everything that happened to her since I found her on the west coast,’ I said. ‘It may be that she will never remember what she felt for him and I can’t help but feel that would be for the best.’

‘Maybe Dragon went to the west coast when she disappeared because she hoped it would help her to remember what she had forgotten. It must frighten her to have forgotten so much,’ Cinda’s image replied.