Richard pulled Maycliffe’s heavy front door open, and a chilly burst of wind swirled forth. Iris immediately hugged her arms to herself. It was later than she’d thought, and the air had a bite to it. “Let me run up to my room for a shawl,” she said. “It was silly of me to wear short sleeves.”

“Silly? Or optimistic?”

She laughed. “I’m rarely optimistic.”

“Really?”

Iris was already halfway up the steps before she realized he was following her.

“I don’t believe I’ve ever heard someone declare themselves a pessimist with such a merry laugh before,” he mused.

“I’m not that, either,” she said. At least she didn’t think she was. She didn’t live her life anticipating disaster and disappointment.

“Not an optimist or a pessimist,” Richard said when they reached the top of the stairs. “What, then, I wonder, are you?”

“Not a wife,” she muttered.

He went still. “What did you say?”

Iris gasped at the retort that had escaped unbidden from her lips. “I’m sorry,” she blurted. “I didn’t mean . . .” She looked up, then wished she hadn’t. He was regarding her with an inscrutable expression, and she felt awful. Embarrassed and angry and sorry and wronged and probably eight other things she really didn’t have the inclination to discern.

“I beg your pardon,” she mumbled, dashing off to her room.

“Wait!” he called out.

But she didn’t.

“Iris, wait!”

She kept going, her feet moving as fast as they possibly could without switching from a walk to a run. But then she tripped—over what, she did not know—and just barely managed to catch her balance.

Richard was at her side in a heartbeat, his steadying hand at her arm. “Are you all right?”

“I’m fine,” she said in a clipped voice. She tugged at her arm, but he held firm. She nearly laughed. Or maybe she nearly cried. Now he wanted to touch her? Now he wouldn’t let go?

“I need to get my shawl,” she mumbled, but she no longer wished to go for a walk. All she wanted to do was crawl into her bed and pull the covers up tight.

Richard regarded her for several seconds before releasing his grip. “Very well,” he said.

She tried for a smile but couldn’t manage it. Her hands were shaking, and she suddenly felt ill.

“Iris,” he said, concern evident in his eyes, “are you sure you’re well?”

She nodded, then changed her mind and shook her head. “Perhaps I had better lie down.”

“Of course,” he said, ever the gentleman. “We shall take our walk another time.”

She tried for that smile again—and failed again—and instead made do with a jerky curtsy. But before she could escape, he took her arm again to guide her to her room.

“I don’t need help,” she said. “I’m fine, really.”