Chapters (35)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- ‘The Winter Garden’ Ad
- ‘Book and the City’ Ad
- Copyright
I really didn’t want to carry on crying, but I just couldn’t seem to stop now that I’d started.
‘I just needed a minute to myself,’ I sobbed, my breath catching in my throat as I tried not to sound as if my heart was breaking and roughly brushed the relentless tears away with my cuffs.
‘Hey,’ said Sam, quickly closing the gap between us again as my sobs grew louder and before I had a chance to move away, ‘come here.’
He wrapped his arms around me and instinctively I clung to him. His embrace felt warm, safe and strong and I let myself melt into it even though I knew that I shouldn’t, even though I knew that it was wrong, even though it felt like I was betraying Hope. In spite of my guilt-ridden awareness of each and every one of those things, I also knew that there was no magnet in the world strong enough to pull me out of his arms. It was where I needed to be. Exactly where I had wanted to be from the moment I had caught sight of him for the very first time.
He pulled away a little so he could wipe away my tears with his thumb before gently tucking my hair behind my ears. I couldn’t be sure if it was the feel of his fingers on my skin or the act of kindness itself, but something stirred within me. As he bent his head and lowered his lips to mine there was an electrifying certainty coursing through my system that I was about to feel something familiar, even though it was years and years since I had first felt it, and only then for a minute or two.
The touch of him and the taste of him was exactly as I remembered it. Sam had been the boy at the beach hut who had delivered my first unforgettable and never since matched kiss, not Joe. Sam had made my legs shake then and he was doing it again, only now with double the intensity. So, I hadn’t embellished this memory or woven it into an improbable fantasy, I had simply kissed the wrong man before and that was what made me think that I had, but now I had found the right one.
Lost in the moment, soft, slow, sweet and tender kisses rained down, before gathering in passion and purpose. This latest development was a brand-new addition and goodness only knows what we would have ended up doing were we not on the beach, at the party, just a stone’s throw from where other people were sitting, including Hope . . .
I was the one who stopped, and quite suddenly once the thought of Hope spotting us had popped into my head. I looked over to the group but no one was taking any notice of us and thankfully I couldn’t see my friend among them.