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Chapters (36)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Epilogue
  36. Author’s Note

“Wow.” Bram tapped the side of his index finger against his temple. “Raoul. The Vicomte de Chagny?”

My first impulse was to like him because he knew Raoul’s full name, but I resisted and didn’t. I wasn’t in New York to like a man, especially not one who was married.

My slippers teased me coyly from half under the bed where I’d kicked them. I curled my toes on the bare floor instead of bending until my butt wiggled in the air. Bram had seen too much of me already. Yet, I could not bring myself to say, Pardon me while I put on a bra either. Maybe he hadn’t noticed anything.

“Let’s talk next door.” I ushered him into Violet’s study, which had the same parquet floors as all the upper levels in the house, and the same velvet curtains. A dozen vibrant paintings, gifts from former students, balanced out the dark mahogany furniture. A proper English gentleman’s lair.

I sat in the massive leather armchair behind Violet’s desk that I’d covered with the yellowed letters from the mystery box. I couldn’t read them, but I’d sorted them into chronological order. The little green book was by the bed in the bedroom, on the nightstand. The robin’s-egg-blue, paint-splattered box, holding nothing but the strange painting of the ugly baby, rested on the floor by my bare feet.

Bram nodded toward the painting. “Where did you find that? Doesn’t look like one of Violet’s.”

“She gave it to me before she died, along with an antique diary and these letters. I don’t suppose you speak Dutch?”

“Sorry, no.” He picked up a letter and scanned it. “It’s a shame you can’t read them.”

“I can read the diary.” I was back to thinking that it might be a diary after all. “It’s by a Dutch woman, Johanna Bonger, who married Vincent van Gogh’s brother. I’m at the part where Vincent cut his ear off and then decided to go into an asylum.”

I couldn’t wait to find out what happened next.

I could have googled that too, but I didn’t want to. I didn’t want a dry, academic summary. I wanted Jo to tell me her story in her own vivid words. She made me feel like I was there with her. Having her diary made me feel special, as if we had a connection. I doubted that, other than Violet and me, many people had read the account of Jo’s life.

Bram lay the piece of paper down with the others. “You could have these translated.”

“I will. When I have a minute.”

My expression must have betrayed my conflicting emotions, because he asked, “Not what you expected to inherit?”

“I didn’t expect anything. I can’t figure out why Violet thought I should have any of this. I wish she gave me…”