Back The Sandpit
Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Nicholas Shakespeare
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Prologue
  7. PART ONE
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. PART TWO
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Chapter Twenty-six
  35. Chapter Twenty-seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. PART THREE
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three
  43. Chapter Thirty-four
  44. Chapter Thirty-five
  45. Chapter Thirty-six
  46. PART FOUR
  47. Chapter Thirty-seven
  48. Chapter Thirty-eight
  49. Chapter Thirty-nine
  50. Chapter Forty
  51. Chapter Forty-one
  52. Chapter Forty-two
  53. Chapter Forty-three
  54. Chapter Forty-four
  55. Acknowledgements

But he could no longer do this. After seventeen months in Oxford, he could no longer describe the continent to her, the rivers, mountains, deserts. He couldn’t tell her how it was his aunt who had been responsible for introducing Dyer to South America – after his mother died, Vivien had sent a plane ticket, pressing him to come and stay. How he saw the shadow of palms on the tiled wall, the yellow bunches of small plantains, and a spell was cast. He couldn’t tell her about the limitless horizons and the lapwings’ shrieks. Or the cities, Buenos Aires, Iquitos, Belém, the favelas in Rio, the pueblos jóvenes outside Lima. He couldn’t tell her of obscure places like Rio Pico, Hortensia, Tres Cruces, Corbett, Satipo, or the village in the Peruvian jungle where he had passed five days in a sweat-drenched delirium. He couldn’t tell her about the excitable fellow journalist he had known who went to interview Sendero prisoners in Lurigancho gaol – a scoop, Jaime kept saying, a real scoop – and was released with his tongue cut out. He couldn’t tell her of the tropical night when he lay in a makeshift gondola beside a canoeira, a girl plying her trade in Iquitos’s Venezia district, a pink birthday candle in the milk-tin, and the wizened paddler, his back to Dyer, rowing in steady, heart-shaped strokes out into the Amazon, unswerving as Charon. The fresh body in the grass under the flyover. The name on the church door scrawled in the blood of the priest. The bar–café in Joaquim Nabuco where he liked to go to read. He couldn’t tell her of the samba that pulsed through the river mist, the buzzards that drifted down from the mountains like open bibles, the jolt of freedom as he cantered along an avenue of eucalypts, out onto the straight dirt road, the smoke of burnt hay, the horseradishy smell of the wild grass, the pricked back ears of the horse.

‘South America,’ he said carefully, ‘is great if you like butterflies.’

‘I adore butterflies.’

A waitress in a short black skirt with black stockings served them. The plates were blue Limoges and warm.

‘Silvi, this is really good,’ Jocasta called out.

‘Gilles brought it back from Brussels.’ Her pale, boss-eyed face drifted over them.

Soon they had finished their foie gras.

‘Amigo, mind if I smoke?’ she said to him.

‘No.’

‘It’s all right, you won’t get cancer. It’s an e-cig. Not as good as tobacco, but better than nothing.’

‘I don’t mind. Really.’ He sat with his arms to his side, like a man dining at High Table.

‘You’re a good amigo. That’s the only Spanish I know.’

‘They don’t speak Spanish in Brazil.’

Jocasta inhaled, absorbing this. ‘Yes, of course, I knew that. Portuguese. But do they have fortune tellers there?’

‘They’re called pais de santo.’