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Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Nicholas Shakespeare
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Prologue
  7. PART ONE
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. PART TWO
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Chapter Twenty-six
  35. Chapter Twenty-seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. PART THREE
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three
  43. Chapter Thirty-four
  44. Chapter Thirty-five
  45. Chapter Thirty-six
  46. PART FOUR
  47. Chapter Thirty-seven
  48. Chapter Thirty-eight
  49. Chapter Thirty-nine
  50. Chapter Forty
  51. Chapter Forty-one
  52. Chapter Forty-two
  53. Chapter Forty-three
  54. Chapter Forty-four
  55. Acknowledgements

His morning today had begun in Iffley. He had caught a few hours’ sleep inside the porch of St Mary the Virgin. He had risen at 4 a.m. before the lights in the vicarage switched on, brushed his teeth, picked out what to wear. He kept in his backpack, wrapping the one or two sacred texts on the subjects he was winnowing: a pair of Primark swimming trunks with a net layer that was easy to wash, three pairs of socks, a shirt, a pullover, plus a toothbrush/toothpaste, a comb, a water bottle, a torch, a penknife, and a bar of L’Occitane verbena-scented soap.

After completing his exercises on the grass, he had jogged, backpack on, along the towpath to the train station, which opened at 4.30 a.m., and sat on a bench. No one threw him out ever, or talked to him; he had no conversations with anyone – ‘I try not to draw attention to myself.’ Dyer wouldn’t have noticed him, necessarily. In his parallel dimension, he fitted like a trout into his surroundings.

At 6 a.m. he walked from the station to McDonald’s in Cornmarket. There he ate an egg and cheese McMuffin.

At 9 a.m., he entered one of the university libraries, producing his Bodleian Reader card. He had yet to climb the art-deco staircase to the Taylorian. His three favourites: the Vere Harmsworth Library in Parks Road, the Sackler Library in St John’s Street, and the Social Science Library in Manor Road.

Invariably, he spent his day in one of these reading rooms, studying or napping. Twice a week for several months he would wash his clothes in the men’s toilet of the Social Science Library, hanging his socks and pants out of the window to dry, or on sunny days spreading them on the hedge beneath, while taking his lunch on the grass strip beside St Catherine’s. But George, the doorman, had recently grown suspicious. He had approached Rougetel while he was reading a biography of Max Weber, and warned: ‘We’ve been watching you for some time.’ Rougetel had since found an alternative wash basin, in a steam-room on the top floor of the Westgate shopping centre; the door was locked, but he could prise it open with his penknife.

The pattern of his life emerged like a brass rubbing with each loping step.

In the afternoons, he slept for an hour or two in a leather armchair in the Oxford Union – his radical grandmother had given him a lifetime’s membership. His eyes became glinty when Dyer asked what he did to stay afloat, as if the subject bored him. ‘Money? That’s just numbers.’