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Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Nicholas Shakespeare
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Prologue
  7. PART ONE
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. PART TWO
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Chapter Twenty-six
  35. Chapter Twenty-seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. PART THREE
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three
  43. Chapter Thirty-four
  44. Chapter Thirty-five
  45. Chapter Thirty-six
  46. PART FOUR
  47. Chapter Thirty-seven
  48. Chapter Thirty-eight
  49. Chapter Thirty-nine
  50. Chapter Forty
  51. Chapter Forty-one
  52. Chapter Forty-two
  53. Chapter Forty-three
  54. Chapter Forty-four
  55. Acknowledgements

He took off his hat and looked briefly around, his expression serious as a bird. He was struggling to tally the café with his recollection.

Dyer reminded him: ‘We used to sit against this wall in case Slimy spotted us.’

Rougetel flicked his glance through the glass pane to the passage.

‘But he never caught us, did he, Slimy?’ he murmured with a note of pride. ‘He’d have whacked us for sure.’

He went on staring at the window with a concentrated gaze as if it reflected back those years and the shadow of his younger head, the smells of Player’s cigarettes and fried bread. He smiled as if he was no longer afraid.

Those boundaries they had crossed at school, his smile seemed to say, they were rehearsals for future transgressions and explorations. Once you had played truant by going to the Lisboa or the St Giles Café, no place would ever feel off-limits again.

‘What do you want to eat?’ said Dyer.

Rougetel read his menu, but he was not seeing the dishes. The food had changed since he last sat opposite Dyer, possibly at this table, devouring a forbidden egg on toast (while explaining with a waxy face why he had taken the train on his own to Paddington). It wasn’t what he was used to.

‘Why don’t you choose for me?’ he said, and closed the menu.

Miguel returned. Dyer ordered two dishes of the day. The slow roast pork for himself, a vegetarian falafel for Rougetel, and apple juices for both.

Scraping forward his chair, Dyer bumped his knees against the table, dislodging the rod.

‘What’s this for?’ retrieving it from the floor.

Rougetel tipped his head. ‘In case I’m attacked.’

In a convulsive movement, he brought his arms up from his lap, stretched them out.

Dyer had forgotten how unexpected he could be.

He looked at the backs of Rougetel’s hands and saw that they were bruised: the mauve marks – like Ribena stains – still angry from where some drunks had stamped on his wrists two nights before, snarling ‘Vagrant!’ while he lay on the pavement outside Balliol, having fallen asleep. This was the first time he’d been assaulted. He normally slept in Iffley, he said.

Dyer fell silent. He didn’t know how Rougetel wanted him to react. There was a curious pleading expression in his face. It threaded Dyer’s glance back to the bathroom mirror in which their eyes had met, a floor that stank of disinfectant, a dormitory of pinch-faced boys who had buried Dyer’s model aeroplane in the sandpit, and the occasion when Rougetel, in a quiet serious voice, after Dyer thanked him for saying where the Boomerang was hidden, revealed that he came from Pluto, and Dyer wasn’t to tell.