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Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Nicholas Shakespeare
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Prologue
  7. PART ONE
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. PART TWO
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Chapter Twenty-six
  35. Chapter Twenty-seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. PART THREE
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three
  43. Chapter Thirty-four
  44. Chapter Thirty-five
  45. Chapter Thirty-six
  46. PART FOUR
  47. Chapter Thirty-seven
  48. Chapter Thirty-eight
  49. Chapter Thirty-nine
  50. Chapter Forty
  51. Chapter Forty-one
  52. Chapter Forty-two
  53. Chapter Forty-three
  54. Chapter Forty-four
  55. Acknowledgements

SEATED BY THE SANDPIT NEXT to Marvar, Dyer did not mention Vasily’s mother. He talked, instead, of the difficulty of explaining Brazil to North Oxford; the uncertainty of life in Rio; Vivien’s legacy – barely enough to cover Leandro’s time at the Phoenix; and how, as a christening present, Dyer’s father had paid Leandro’s enrolment fee, or else Leandro might not have gained a place.

‘Has the school changed much?’ Marvar wanted to know.

‘It’s the same, and yet not the same.’

‘How is it different?’

Dyer thought. ‘We swam in the river. There was no security. We didn’t have telephones – we wrote home once a week.’ He still made Leandro write thank-you letters, he said. ‘And it wasn’t nearly so international.’

At the time, Dyer had felt unusually secure. He had a sense of fellowship with his peers, a feeling that because his mother and aunt had been through the school, it was somehow to be trusted. Yet after his parents died, taking away the answers they could have given, Dyer had come across his own letters home and was struck by a sadness that never found words, the bleakness of the weekly reporting of film titles and sporting outcomes and I-hope-you-are-wells. He had suddenly felt sorry for that boy waiting on the red pillar box, the wartime wounds and imperial aspiration which meant that his teachers and his parents could only ever supply their inadequate best … leaving him to muddle through with some sort of grace, delighting in marbles and conkers and crazes to make do.

‘What about the education?’

‘There were some decent values,’ said Dyer, with his tongue a little bit in his cheek.

‘Yes, but what did you really learn? What were you taught that helps you in your life today?’

There was a strange quality to Marvar’s probing. It stimulated Dyer to take more care in how he answered. It was as if Marvar was struggling to resolve a parallel issue, and Dyer could help him.

‘We were taught that everyone has a talent,’ realising even as he said this how banal it sounded. ‘It may be hidden to the world, but dig deep enough – you’ll find it.’

‘What is your talent?’

‘Oh, I’m still digging.’

‘Seriously.’