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Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Nicholas Shakespeare
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Prologue
  7. PART ONE
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. PART TWO
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Chapter Twenty-six
  35. Chapter Twenty-seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. PART THREE
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three
  43. Chapter Thirty-four
  44. Chapter Thirty-five
  45. Chapter Thirty-six
  46. PART FOUR
  47. Chapter Thirty-seven
  48. Chapter Thirty-eight
  49. Chapter Thirty-nine
  50. Chapter Forty
  51. Chapter Forty-one
  52. Chapter Forty-two
  53. Chapter Forty-three
  54. Chapter Forty-four
  55. Acknowledgements

After forty minutes, Leandro waded ashore, moving further along the bank to where a drainpipe fed into the river. He stood on the grass ledge above the pipe and gave a speculative cast. At once he felt an imperceptible bite.

Something trembled.

The line started to vibrate and slide.

‘Dad!’

‘Keep the tension on the line.’

It was emptying his reel.

‘Hold the rod up.’

He stood by his son’s side.

‘Now bring it in.’

Leandro’s fingers gripped the cork handle. With his left hand, he began turning the reel. On his face, the involuntary expression a child makes when playing the cello.

‘That’s it.’

With tremendous concentration, Leandro wound it in.

Dyer, stumbling over a submerged tree trunk, crouched forward, extending the net. He scooped it over the tail, lifted it sharply up.

‘Got him!’

Not a salmon, but a wild brown trout. And a big one.

Straightening, Dyer stepped out of the water, placed the net on the ground, and reached into it. His fingers undercupped the fish, holding it in his palms as he had held Leandro. Bits of grass and water lily and the smell of protective mucus.

He laid it upside down on the bank to remove the fly. The trout seemed to have grown in the net. It was even larger than he had first thought – about three or four pounds, with a lovely gold belly.

Leandro leaned over. Dyer put an arm around his shoulder and hugged him, wishing that Leandro’s grandfather could have seen this moment. ‘That’s a good fish. You could go your whole life without catching a fish like that.’ He had no idea what he was saying, his voice came from another level of sound. He felt an exultation, for himself, for his eleven-year-old son. ‘I bet if we slit open its belly, you’ll find the rest of your parr inside.’

The expression on Leandro’s face, he doesn’t know whether to smile or burst into tears.

‘What should I do with it?’ he asks in a sheared voice. In Portuguese. His first fish.

‘You can take it back – have it for breakfast, if you like.’

‘What would you do?’

‘What would I do?’ Dyer remembered his father saying, without quite understanding at the time: ‘The first best fishing experience is catching a fish. The second best is letting a fish go free.’ He went on looking at the trout. It was spotted like a leopard, with its gold belly and fins. On the towpath he sometimes stopped and talked to the tench fishermen. Once he had wanted to catch anything. Then he had wanted to catch only the biggest. Now he was like his father. He wanted to release everything, as a proxy, perhaps, for himself.

He said after a pause, ‘What I’d do now is not what I’d have done at your age.’