Back The Sandpit
Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Nicholas Shakespeare
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Prologue
  7. PART ONE
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. PART TWO
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Chapter Twenty-six
  35. Chapter Twenty-seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. PART THREE
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three
  43. Chapter Thirty-four
  44. Chapter Thirty-five
  45. Chapter Thirty-six
  46. PART FOUR
  47. Chapter Thirty-seven
  48. Chapter Thirty-eight
  49. Chapter Thirty-nine
  50. Chapter Forty
  51. Chapter Forty-one
  52. Chapter Forty-two
  53. Chapter Forty-three
  54. Chapter Forty-four
  55. Acknowledgements

Dyer goes on staring as one memory lights up another.

The Greek island of Kythera. His first long vacation. Their meeting outside Molesey Boat Club is still a year in the future.

This encounter takes place in the cobbled town square at Banda Landra, and has been planned in advance on discovering that both of them will be in Greece that August.

Dyer hears his name and turns to see a motorcylist waving. The helmet lifts to reveal a freckled white face with a dented chin. Rougetel.

He’s in his gap year, teaching at the local school, and on his way to visit a small chapel, ordinarily locked, which contains Byzantine frescoes. The priest – his niece is one of Rougetel’s pupils – has lent him the key. ‘Why don’t you hop on the back?’ he says to Dyer.

A short ride through rocky scrub brings them down a bumpy track to a jumble of mushroom-coloured roofs. Inside, low barrel-vaulted ceilings and blistered walls with saints painted in faded reds and blues. Rougetel lights a candle to examine their crumbling features. Irresistibly, he is drawn to a mildewed fresco of the Madonna. This strikes Dyer as disconcertingly crude, little more than flat patches of colour arranged in the simplistic form of a young woman. But Rougetel views her differently. Dyer is approaching the Madonna in quite the wrong way, he needs to cast himself back into the mind of a thirteenth-century John Dyer, a young man who would not have perceived the Virgin purely as a figurative representation; rather, as a two-way mirror – with her eyes operating as a peephole into, but also from, another dimension. Inside that chapel, Rougetel is telling him in a reverent voice from which he cannot keep his excitement, he and Dyer are as much the watched as the watchers. ‘You might think you’re looking at her. Actually,’ holding the flame higher, to show how the whites in her eyes – a compound of crushed chicken bones and purified fish glue – are raised to catch the light, ‘she’s also looking at you.’

The wind was walking on his line. He drew it in. Six hours on the riverbank have rinsed everything out of his head. What he most loved about fishing was another property that it shared with reading and writing: it concentrated the mind, while at the same time liberating it. It was much less about catching a fish than releasing the fisherman.

On this stretch of the Hodder, no one was watching him. Here, he was the hunter. For the first time in several days, Dyer felt in his own dimension.

He cast again, and a trout went for his lure, but he had been grayling-fishing, and struck too early.

At last he caught a small brown trout blotched with fungus, as if he had got his hook in the bony mouth and stiff upper lip of Updark.